vYe

Wingardium Leviosa

2011-07-06T14:25:00.007+08:00

One night, I was at Myra's and we did a Skype call to Nada. Then out of nowhere I asked her

Me: Eh Nada, Emma Watson dropped out from Brown kan?

Nada: Aah

Me: Kenapa ek?

Nada: Sebab bila dia pergi mana-mana, orang cakap dekat dia Wingardium Leviosa (and Nada did some wand-waving action)

Me: gigling.

Nada: Lepas tu bila dia jawab soalan betul, orang cakap 10 points for Gryffindor (Nada imitating Dumbledore)

Nada, one crazy creature I tell you.

BITTERSWEET

2011-05-11T01:21:00.003+08:00

I am no longer an undergraduate. It feels like just yesterday I left high school, then I went into college and now I’ve completed four years of bachelor degree.

There was a moment, I had no idea what we’re learning, and I wouldn’t want to be left alone with patient in the same room. Then, out of nowhere, miracle happened. The next thing I know, juniors are asking questions how to do this and that. Man, handling a bunch of patients at the same time. It’s crazy, I know.

There was a moment, where I had so many things to do. To attend clinical at hospital everyday, there was thesis to finish, manuscript, case studies, reflective studies, case study presentation, assignments, departmental project and all. I didn’t even know that I was able to graduate at all. And man, I couldn’t believe, I’ve got through all of that. Those 10 hours of sitting in front of laptop writing thesis, almost every night. Yeah, I still can feel the back pain and pressure sore at my butt-sometimes. It’s crazy, I know.

There was a moment, when doing orthopedics, I thought that I could be quite good in this area, and somewhat could perform well in my career somewhere in the future. Same thing happened to Peadiatric, Psychiatry and etc2. Today, Im freaking out. I feel like I never learned enough, and there is still some lacking somewhere-anywhere. Im freaking out, ok?

4 years are freakin short, man. Those sweats, and whining, late nights, random bitching. The classmates, the patients (the hot ones, or their hot dads), the crushes, the darling roomate (AJ), my awesome house. Everything! Im gonna miss all of that.

And where did those years gone? I still couldn’t believe what is really happening. I’ll let you know once I can catch up my breath ok?

So, what should I do now?

[lagak si penganggur]

Shoutout to all my friends doing medicine, most of y’all still have another one/two year(s) to go. Whenever in doubt, just think of one thing.

APA APA PUN, BOLEH LALU PUNYA!! (Zhi Han et al. 2011) J

nowimgonnasleeplikethereisnotomorrow.Okbye.

MDD

2011-04-24T23:46:00.007+08:00

According to DSM IV, Five (or more) of the following symptoms have been present during the same 2-week period and represent a change from previous functioning;indicating that you have Major Depressive Episode

(1) depressed mood most of the day, nearly every day, as indicated by either subjective report (e.g., feels sad or empty) or observation made by others (e.g., appears tearful).

(2) markedly diminished interest or pleasure in all, or almost all, activities most of the day, nearly every day (as indicated by either subjective account or observation made by others)

(3) significant weight loss when not dieting or weight gain (e.g., a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month), or decrease or increase in appetite nearly every day.

(4) insomnia or hypersomnia nearly every day

(5) psychomotor agitation or retardation nearly every day (observable by others, not merely subjective feelings of restlessness or being slowed down)

(6) fatigue or loss of energy nearly every day

(7) feelings of worthlessness or excessive or inappropriate guilt (which may be delusional) nearly every day (not merely self-reproach or guilt about being sick)

(8) diminished ability to think or concentrate, or indecisiveness, nearly every day (either by subjective account or as observed by others)

(9) recurrent thoughts of death (not just fear of dying), recurrent suicidal ideation without a specific plan, or a suicide attempt or a specific plan for committing suicide

I have 8. OMG!

And the fact that, I realized that Im having depression, it depresses me even more!

Life in 180

2011-04-13T07:36:00.002+08:00

My life flipped 180.

I sleep around 7am everyday.

Wake up around 2pm.

I eat breakfast at 6pm.

Eat dinner around 10pm.

Starving throughout the night.

Video call with Myra, almost everynight until 7-8am *when she falls asleep*

And I feel great.

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?

How my life treating me so far.

2011-03-28T13:52:00.008+08:00

Its been a while since my last

update. I just finished my last clinical posting - Psychiatry and went back to faculty for two VIVAs, and then again, I finally find some me time until my final exam on 12April. So,I headed back home.

While everyone stays for thesis writing and a bunch of interviews taking over as I speak, I just didnt care. I can write thesis at home, and interviews?? Nahhh there's a lot other opportunities elsewhere,I guess.

So, the final semester as undergraduate have been really fun. We started with O&M posting at Malaysian Association for the Blind (MAB). It was fun. I made a lot of new friends, learned new things and discovered wonderful things.

Meet my trainee, Randi Mahendra.

He is awesome, with ultimate musical talent.

They taught me Braille and how to use Braille machine.

So,yeah. Learn Braille. Checked!!!

definitely putting this in my resume.

We went shopping and bowling. They even made me play with my eyes close.

So fun!!

Then, we posted at SMK Pendidikan Khas (Cacat Penglihatan) Setapak. Meet M, my crazy trainee.

Then, we off to hospital for Peadiatric posting, Time to polish up my maternal skills.

Haha no joke.

Then soon after finishing Peads, I headed back hometown for Psychiatry psting at Hosp Bahagia,Tanjung Rambutan...

This is the most fun and unforgettable yet I hated the most.

Well, definitely loved the patients, having some hard time saying goodbye but I'm glad its over.

*wipe sweat*

P/S: Hosp Bahagia ialah kawasan larangan penggunaan kamera. So, takde gambar untuk dishare. Of course, you can curi-curi tangkap gambar, but people, its unethical!

Therefore, only a month (more or less) time left for me as undergraduate.

I will enjoy these last moments. *NOT!!*

Gotta go. 6 case studies to be submitted.

Goodbye love

2011-01-21T00:21:00.001+08:00

I'll miss you!

I dont need to tell you to be strong, because you are strong!

I love you till death.

Its been a year,it doesnt suprise me!

2011-01-02T08:16:00.006+08:00

On the new year's eve last year, I was busy helping around for my sister wedding. And during this new year's eve, I was still busy helping around my sister and my bro-in-law moving in to their new house.

So, Malaysian team won the AFF Suzuki Cup,our prime minister was so generous, he declared 31st December as public holiday. I was okay at first, because we didnt even have class in 31st December anyway. But then, when I received a lot of phone calls from the centre I conducted my research to submit this and that, email this and that urgently on 30Dec with the same statement "you have to send to me today because you know,tomorrow is public holiday" , I started to wonder "why tomorrow is public holiday. I wish the Malaysian team didnt win the cup". Ok scratch that. "I wish Malaysian team won, but PM wasnt that very kind".

Anyways, I left 2010 with tears. (Ok tipu,because I was sleeping on new year's eve.Mak kejut bangun tengok fireworks pun tak heran). 2010 has been so kind. Im just gonna say this. I think 2010 is the best year in my 22 years life (exclamation marks!!)

Internship dekat equine industry. The experience I thankful the most. Lepas grad, ada plan nak ambil 0 level dalam horsemanship.
Duty sebagai kakak betul2 kena uji bila parents went to Mecca. Kena masak untuk adik-adik, beli barang dapur. Bila malam, perah otak nak masak apa untuk breakfast esok. Ok baru faham apa mak rasa.
Three months clinical attachment at Hospital Sungai Buloh. Perit gila travel everyday from Kg Baru-Sg Buloh naik motor hari2, then lepas sebulan give up. Naik KTM pulak setiap hari. Kena bangun awal, balik lambat everyday. Duit banyak habis, masa banyak terbuang. Nasib baik boleh claim dari JPA. But,I learned a lot.
Bought my first guitar and start learningand playing seriously.
Ran my first marathon. Larian Bainun dulu tak kira, sebab boleh singgah2 rumah penduduk kampung Manjoi mintak air.
Berpuasa sebanyak 58hari eventhough I failed to hit my aim; 100days. Ok maybe this year.
Alhamdulillah, thesis berjalan lancar.
31 December baru nak check result. Alhamdulillah....

However,2010 wasnt that very kind because I was not always on top of my health.

Had diarrhea for 5days.Never had like this before.
Plantar fasciitis getting worse. Lari sikit dah sakit.Pakai kasut murah sikit dah sakit. Kalau malas buat Archilles stretch before workout, esoknya confirm jalan menjengket. Boleh transplant kaki tak?
My Carpal Tunnel Syndrome makin mengada-ngada. Langsung tak boleh hidup without wrist pad.
Demam sampai 3kali tahun lepas. Selalu setahun sekali je, takpun takde langsung.
Batuk-batuk sudah 2minggu masuk hari ni.

I blame the immune system, weather, lecturers, assignments, and money. My friend insisted that these are the sign and symptoms of 'Final Year Syndrome'.

Im graduating in 5months. woot woot~

There goes my holiday. pfft

2010-12-19T21:48:00.005+08:00

Im back at my home sweetest home, PlazaRah. Wait,if PlazaRah is my home sweetest home, what about my real home??? Hermmm I guess my real home,I would call- heaven.

So,my semester break has officially ended. This is my last break before Im having a nice real break. Yeah, Im graduating in 5months yo. So, new semester, please end very soon. Im sick of you.

We only had 4weeks of holiday but we, the final year students must devote our precious holiday for data collection. Yes,thesis is one pain in the ass. Lucky for me, I choosed 2centres to conduct my research which are NASAM Ampang and NASAM Ipoh, 2weeks at each centre. In that way, I could at least spend 2weeks at home rather than spend the whole holiday in KL.

Being a mengada person, I couldnt stand being so lonely at KL so I only been at NASAM Ampang for a week, then I headed back home to conduct my reasearch for 3weeks at NASAM Ipoh.

NASAM was awesome. NASAM Ipoh was superb. The staffs are super nice, the people are amazing. I had a good time of my life.

Most clients here are Chinese. And most of them couldnt speak English or Malay, they only speak Cantonese.

And I had some help from this super nice physiotherapist,Irene (the one in black shirt) to sit with me and translate the whole test to Cantonese.

I owed her big time. Lupa nak belanja her steamboat.

So,Christmas is around the corner. The celebration at NASAM is quite happening.

I helped decorate the tree,yo! Ok just hanged one ornament. Thats all.

And here,we are now preparing for one Christmas event next week. So, everyday all you hear is people rehearsing and singing Christmas carol.

It was fun,really!

My holiday was not really fun. For 3weeks, I was not really on top of my health. I had massive diarrhea for 4days, then when I thought I had recovered, I had a fever, then after fever subsided, I had severe sore throat(which in case I couldnt speak as much as I did, finished half a bottle of Listerine) then a flu which is just wont go away. SHITE!!!

My parents were at Mecca,so I was a total broke. Didnt go out as much as I did. Havent eaten prosperity burger. Only went to Mapley a few times to have Roti Milo because it was way cheaper than Prosperity Burger. Havent watched Harry Potter.

Luckily technology invented TV. I survived by only watching TV the whole day. Nahh no big deal. Nowadays we have Masterchef, Topchef, CakeBoss, Criminal Minds, Bones, Are you Smarter than A 5th Grader, Mythbusters, Ghost Lab and many more. Seriously, I watched them all!

Mumbai, here I come.

2010-11-02T03:20:00.003+08:00

I just watched Wake Up Sid.I know, I know...Im not really catching up with the latest movies and all but thanks to my friend Leeya, she just wont stop nagging until I download this movie and finished watching it.

Seriously, I loved every minute of it. The story was so fresh and alive and I should mention, a lil bit cliche but different. Now, I really am going to Mumbai.

Ok now there goes my rm400++ maybank saving that I planned visiting Myra at Nottingham and Dyla at Dublin. Sorry girls, I gotta hit Mumbai first!!!

P/S: And seriously, stop with all the vye-why-do-you-like-Indians bullshit talking. Its annoying, really! You like Koreans or the Chinese, I never make fun of you, so shut the fuck up!

Lets cherish the day you become old.

2010-10-30T11:22:00.006+08:00

Well aku rasa, aku satu-satunya manusia yang wish kau dekat facebook, twitter, Skype, sms and sekarang dekat blog pulak.

Since my last post wishing you a happy birthday. we've come so far to this moment, where I cherish the day you became old. Lets see what had happened in a year...

Spending some quality time. Kita memang awesome, setiap kali mandi, pool mesti kosong, takpun orang cepat2 blah bila kita nak mandi..

Ni masa kita picnic dekat Sg Gabai. Air sejuk gila, kau almost pengsan.. Pelik betul allergy kau tu.

Chana kene ikat sanggul kau tinggi-tinggi dah macam orang bersalin dah.

Hahaha..Masing-masing excited cerita pengalaman lepas turun slide tu..

Ini masa kita join KL Marathon. We were so awesome, sampai taxi driver pun wish goodluck dekat kita.

Lepas abis run, kita pekena roti canai. Haha memang terbaik.Sia-sia lari.

Ini masa kita buat surprise party untuk Shiela dekat Palete Pallete. Masa blackout tu,kita punya excited sebab leh tangkap gambar dengan candle tu.

Ini masa kita pergi climb Broga Hill. Alahh it was just a small hill kan. Turun tu siap boleh berlari-lari lagi.

Ingat tak,esoknya semua orang buat tarian penguin sebab sakit kaki kecuali aku,kau and Shiela. Hahaha kita memang awesome.

Lepas tu, favourite kita dekat Pelita. Ayam Madu ,mesti kena campur dengan killer combination of kuah. Kalau tak,jadi tak sedap.

Satu hari kau cakap, kau nak try makan burung pulak. Last-last aku yang dapat try dulu.

Kau tanya : Sedap tak? Aku jawab : Sedap je, tapi aku makan depan Ary, so aku kena cover2. Kalau makan dengan lahap penuh nafsu serakah baru best.

Second time, aku makan dengan kau, PUAS!!!

Tony Roma's

It never gets old,huh?

Favourite menu kita dekat Tony Roma's : Onion Loaf.

Ni pun kau yang suruh aku try. Kita makan lahap gila, kiri kanan makan bersepah-sepah meja.

Hahaha hari tu aku makan lagi!

Ni masa squash game kita.

Aku main punya awesome, sampai aku rasa almost2 kepala nak meletup sebab MCA aneurysm!

Ini masa kita beli beg murah gila dekat PC Fair.

Kita punya awesome, ugut orang tu jual murah jugak kalau tak kita taknak beli, sampai dia tolong bayarkan untuk kita, konon-konon tak boleh murah lagi dah.

Kita camwhoring depan cermin sebab aku nak tayang cermin aku beli dekat Ikea rm19.90.

Did you realize how many times,I mention the word "AWESOME"?

Because Im so awesome that I have to give you some.

Dyla,No matter how far we went separate ways, you are still the breast!! Err I mean the best!!!

Happy Birthday,little girl.

P/S : Happy Birthday,Ridhuan!

Aku nak display gambar kau tengah merajuk.

tee-hee...

I watched the whole thing fall

2010-09-30T22:49:00.004+08:00

Hari ini sudah 21Syawal.

Sudahkah anda berpuasa 6, atau berpuasa ganti???

Hahaha aku malas cakap, nanti korang kata aku riak!

Bila dengar ustaz tadi cakap dalam TV harini dah 21syawal,saya jadi sayu.

Betul. Tak tipu ini. Ini adalah kerana, raya ke-5 saya sudah balik ke KL.

Mengadap laptop,menyiapkan my final year portfolio, thesis lagi.

Bila tahap bosan gila, and Myra forced me to stay over at her house.

Saya seperti orang mengantuk disorongkan bantal.

Yes, Syawal kali ni (setelah 21hari berlalu),

tak pernah pergi satu pun openhouse.

Beraya dekat 4rumah aje (Efa,telo, Leeya, Fatin Hakimah)

Well,at least I managed to wear baju raya for the whole first day.

Yeah, saya berpegang janji saya!

This weekend,Myra buat openhouse.

Yeah,that's one!!!

Next week ada open house Hosp Sg Buloh. Who is coming with me???

Next week jugak, pergi beraya rumah ibu(my mak angkat)

Next week jugak, pergi tengok Teater Muzikal Tun Dr Mahathir.

I tell you,this man is like my grandpa.

Long live,Tun!

Tomorrow is my last day at spinal ward.

Being here,is always emotional to me.

I cant imagine how they're feel, especially those younger patients.

They have the whole life ahead, and suddenly

BAMM!!

Paraplegic!!

Well, I guess I just need to learn to overcome those feelings.

Try to be more firm but full of empathy.

Faith is cruel and creepy.

Life is too short, dont think just do!

Happy Independence Day!

2010-08-31T15:36:00.005+08:00

Happy Independence Day!

Today, Dyla and I took the liberty as a true Malaysian and went to celebrate the independence day with fellow Malaysians!!!

Sempena kemerdekaan ke 53, jom kita sama-sama berusaha keras memajukan negara.

Jangan makan duit kerajaan/duit rakyat.

Guna hak kita sama rata

Hentikan vandalism.

Boikot mat rempit!!!

And for God sake, coach tengah hanya untuk wanita sahaja sepanjang masa!!!

Manakala coach depan/belakang bukan coach lelaki,dumbass!!!

Something worth the attention!!! Good job,guys. Im proud of you.

The free Jalur Gemilang they provide, and the giant Jalur Gemilang.

Nothing excites Dyla more !

So, Happy Independence Day y'all..

Ramdan Kareem

2010-08-29T02:27:00.004+08:00

Bila bulan Ramdhan sampai, saya mula gelabah.

Fikir dekat mana nak tidur during lunch break.

Surau hospital sentiasa penuh dengan student Nursing macam2 warna uniform, naik pening kepala.

Ada warna biru pekat,biru laut, pink tawar, pink masin, shocking pink pun ada.

Paling pelik, nampak students pakai uniform sejibik macam uniform MRSM. Ingatkan super junior.. hehehhe

Memories..I tell you.

So,time lunch, kami pun decide untuk stay dalam department yang sejuk beku mengalahkan zaman ais batu.

Tidur jela atas katil treatment tu walaupun dah sedia maklum ada berapa juta germs atas bed sheet yang ditukar seminggu sekali tu.

My crib.

Satu hari,kami dioffer supaya tidur dalam bilik Paediatrik.

Jakun jakun jakun. Pernah masuk HUKM punya je, Sg Buloh belum lagi.

Aksi jakun:

Extra strength trampoline. Boleh menampung up until 200kg (I guess)

Lompat beria macam tak pernah jumpa.

Aksi akrobatik atas super-big-bouncable-red gym ball.

The swing,

Ball pool. Last time, my coursemate Chong Ki terjun dalam pool yang sama dekat faculty, tapi pool tu xkukuh.

Kali ni awesome punya pool, 2orang dewasa masuk pon dia cool je.

And I met this beautiful baby,Varshan

Mind his big blue eyes. Ohh Im in love.

Kenapa kau baru setahun,kalau dah 23 tahun, aku dah ajak kau kahwin!

SORRY Russel!

Aunty dah jumpa penggantimu!!!

FUCKING

2010-08-22T16:38:00.005+08:00

I once came across about this issue on Mariella's blog.

Apparently, there is a village in Austria named FUCKING

And the last few days, I keep watching Sound of Music again and again,

and start wondering If Im going to look like Julie Andrew at the age of 75,

amazed with Austrian folk dance, Laendler like I'm watching it for the 1st time,

talking to myself in front of the screen how Liesl has a wondeful eyes,

singing The Lonely Goathered at 3am,Lay ee odl lay ee odl-oo

So,Ive been doing my research, studying about Austria, Salzburg to be exact, where the filming of Sound of Music took place,

and again I came across of this Fucking village.

Apparently, the village was founded by a man named Focko, so Fucking means "Focko people"

Its road signs are a popular attraction for visitors, and they were often stolen by souvenir-hunting tourists until 2005 when they were modified to be theft-resistant.

Disebabkan road sign ni selalu sangat kena curi, diorang suggest untuk tukar the village's name. But the Fucking residents, refused. According to its mayor "everyone here knows what it means in English, but for us Fucking is Fucking — and it's going to stay Fucking." (LOL sounded funny to me!)

British and American soldiers who were based in nearby Salzburg noticed the name after World War II, and they began to travel to the village to have their photos taken beside the signs whilst striking various poses. The local residents, the Fuckingers, were considerably bemused as they had not previously been aware of the meaning of their village's name in English.Since then, the number of visitors to Fucking has increased.

In November 2008 the village hosted the Festival of the Fuck Bands music festival, which featured bands Fucked Up, Holy Fuck, Fuck and Fuck Button.

-source Wikipedia

So the residents are called the Fuckingers?Ingatkan The Fuckers.

Also, a local resident sold t-shirts featuring the village road signs, with the slogan "I like Fucking in Austria" printed on them. Sumpah nak beli baju ni, pakai depan MakLong,MakNgah, MakWan, Paksu,Paklang,MakAndak masa raya. Sure freakout orang tua tu. hahahahhahaha

And there I thought Fucking is a funny name of one place. Then,I found out there are a lot of places with funny names all over the world

SNAP!!!

I miss you

2010-08-01T09:12:00.003+08:00

Hi Russel, aunty mu rindu kamu.

Hope di hari raya ini kita akan ketemu.

Harap, bila kau dah besar, dah pandai baca,

bila kau baca entry ini,

percayalah aunty buat khas untuk kau.

Kau mesti terharu.

Sekarang kau dah pandai jalan, dah kurus sikit.

Nanti rupa dah tak macam Russel.

Dah takboleh panggil kau Russel,

kena panggil nama sebenar kau.

Aunty pun tak tahu nama sebenar kau apa.

Please laa gemuk balik.

Gemuk,gemuk,gemuk please.

Jangan risau pasal artherosclerosis, Diabetes, Hypertension.

We'll worry about that later.

Bila kau dah besar.

Auntie boleh jadi personal trainer kau.

Takdehal punya.

Sekarang, jadi gemuk balik please!!!

Kisses,

vYe

I found you!

2010-07-25T22:21:00.003+08:00

Been searching for you.

Susahnya nak jumpa kau. Pergi KLCC- out of stock!

Pergi MidValley-out of stock!

Pergi The Gardens - out of stock!

Pergi Pavilion -out of stock!

Nasib baik salesgirl tu checked, dia kata kau ada dekat MetroKajang.

Pergi Metro Kajang,

BAPAK AHHH!!! BANYAK GILA KAU DEKAT SINI!!!

Ohh dumbel 2lb (pink)

Dyla kata "patot lah orang Kajang gemuk-gemuk, sebab diorang tak exercise!"

Dyla cakap,bukan aku. Aku rasa tak relevan nak kaitkan kegemukan dengan stok dumbell. Hahahah

Ya! mereka juga perlu didalam hidup kita.

2010-07-22T02:38:00.003+08:00

Sekali lagi nak brag pasal internet speed yang awesome.

Disebabkan speed yang awesome, aku rasa tak sedap badan tengok laptop rileks tak mengerah tenaga mendownload.

Bila nak download, tak tahu nak download apa.

Grey's Anatomy, Glee, Chuck, Greek and House tengah break.

Tiba-tiba...

ding! aku dapat idea.

Aku rasa aku patut tengok benda2 berilmiah pulak.

Sekarang aku nak download cerita-cerita macam Discovery Channel Documentaries, History Channel Documentaries, Life Documentary, MythBusters, Time Warp, Deadliest Catch, Man vs Wild.

Besar betul pengaruh kaklong dalam hidup aku.

tak sedar diri. proposal pun tak siap lagi.

Still hanging on even living with severe CTS.

2010-07-17T22:14:00.012+08:00

Rumah dah pasang streamyx. Housemates are super cool.

Well, we're not really talking anyway.

The speed is super fun. Harini dapat download 4movies in less than 3hours.

I guess, I wont be missing Chuck Grey's Anatomy and Glee on September.

YEAY!!!

I have Carpal Tunnel Syndrome.

I decided to bandage my wrist with whatever I found.

It helps with the pain when im typing or using mouse.

Because the speed is super fun, and I got nothing else to do.

Presentation of my thesis proposal is over, I decided to post about my industrial training.

We were sent to different places under the subject of Occupational Safety and Health.

I got lucky, I was sent to Majlis Ekuin Malaysia(MEM), to observe and actually experience the work in equine industry.

So, there were 6 of us. MEM sent us to different places each week.

The first week, - Unit Berkuda DBKL, Tmn Tasik Titiwangsa

So here, we learned everything about horse management 101. From stable management,grooming,riding to putting on a horseshoe.

It was fun. SUMPAH!!!!

This is lungeing. In case, you didnt know.

Its a word of 'saja bawak kuda jogging,kasi keluar peluh' sort of thing.

Pasang ladam kuda.

Spot that awesome guy? Itu Lans Koperal Mohd Noor.

Yes, dia awesome and probably married. WHAT??Shit.

Yes, DBKL the breast!! I mean, the best!!

The second week, we were assigned to Riding School, Selangor Turf Club.

SUMPAH TAK SERONOK!!!

Personally, I think they didnt care much about the horses, and dont let me start on the equipments they used for grooming the horse.

Most important thing is, dekat sini, kaw2 kena buli!

SHIT!

Stable boy tengah nak buli kami la tu.

The only interesting part is, the coaches here were actually not that bad. (Mark my word : STABLE BOY only)

We got the opportunities to actually ride a horse. Bukan joy ride tau, ni real ride punya.

Well, its actually harder than it looks.

Seriously!

That's my coach. His name is Zainal, but he asked us to call him Uncle Jo.

I dont know why. haha

Since stable boy suka buli kami, we always came out with excuse to walk around the area and not going inside the stable.

The scenery was breathtaking. OMG!

So, we camwhore. A lot!

The third week, we were sent to MAFEC, TUDM Sg Besi.

MAFEC stands for Malaysia Armed Forces Equestrian Centre.geddit?

So, during this week, we need to organize an event called Riding for Disabled-inhouse Competition.

It was basically an annual event where this special kids around KL/Selangor came and have some fun.

Oh Im in love!

Well, kadang2 kami buat perangai jugak.One day we sneaked out early for lunch. We went to MIHAS. Haha. MIHAS sumpah best!

Eat till you drop dead!

Since, everyday balik from MAFEC kene go through Istana Negara.. and setiap kali balik jugak lah, my friend Ili akan wondering

"Eh pengawal istana tu memang tak gerak ke?"

"Eh kalau kita cakap dengan die, die reply tak?"

"Eh kalau kita hulur makanan, dia amik tak?"

So, we figured, kasi can laa kat Ili solving her puzzle.

On our last day at MAFEC, we stopped at Istana Negara.

And yes Ili, diorang boleh cakap. Tapi tak boleh bukak mulut, keluar suara je. Tu pun slow.

And kenapa kau tak test hulur makanan kat dia?LOL

Then, we came back to MEM and did a presentation on our 3weeks findings.

When everything is finally over, all I need is a nice weekend with wonderful people.

YEAY!!!

Somewhere over the rainbow

2010-07-08T12:40:00.005+08:00

Its been a while. I haven’t posted any entries like months.

So many things I wanna drop here.

I moved into my new house.

Nah, I don’t like my new home. Its at the 10^th floor.

I know! Rendah gila kan? Saya gayat, tolong!! God, I really miss my old ohh-so-awesome-at-20^th-floor house.

Well, this time, I took the single room.I got new housemates plus Im in final year. So, Iam so sick with this whole Hi-my-name-is-vye-you? bullshit. Biarlah, kera sumbang pun, tak pelik.Kalau pelik pun,apa kau peduli?

MY NEW HOUSE

Just a plain student house. Nothin much

The kitchen

well, at least it has awesome view.

my super small room. Just enough space for all my things. Im sorry girls, I don’t think there will be another sleepover. Too small for even 2persons.

Because it is too small, i dont bother tidying things up.

2. Ran a marathon

It supposed to be a fun run with girlfriends. Turned out, only I and Dyla did the run. The run was so awesome and the both of us decided to run another marathon on August.

3. Climbed up a hill

4. Having fun with girlfriends that don’t require shopping malls.

We were so sick of meeting at shopping malls. Because it is middle of the year, the sale is everywhere and most of us are broke. I feel sick step into shopping malls.

So, we did many things which we all later realized that shopping mall isn’t fun afterall. There are so many things out there that we never explore.

Smashed my condo’s swimming pool

Visited a fun farm

Picnic

Sleepover

Gettin crazy

Threw an awesome surprise birthday party

Happy birthday,Shiela

Visited Pelita almost every week. I don’t know what has gotten into me.

Trying out the best food in town. Thanx Chana, kau memang patut ganti Maria Tunku Sabri. In fact, kau lagi better dari dia.
Baked a cake and made breakfast. Ohh yeah these came under sleepover.

Alas,my friend

Im stepping into final year.

I dont think Im ready for this, ever.

AAL IZZ WELL

2010-05-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

Aku blank. Hidup aku dah macam orang gila sebab thesis. Kalo thesis ni manusia, memang aku dah pijak sampai kidney die pecah.
Tak boleh ke aku hidup dengan makan dan facebook je?

Semalam, I blamed everything including God for making my life miserable.
Lepas tu dapat satu lecture panjang dari dyla.
"u have to look things from bright side.complain will never solve anything never make things easier.die jadikan ko lagi lembik ade lah.instead of facing the probs
ko turn away and complain. saying how luck never been on your side blame fate.. bla bla bla"

Padan muka aku!
People, I have the best shrink! hahahha

Kalau aku Farhan/Raju dalam 3Idiots, umpama Rancho suruh aku cakap "Aal Izz Well" setiap kali hidup jadi suck.

AAL IZZ WELL

Justin Bieber is prettier than my grandmother

2010-05-16T23:25:00.007+08:00

Situasi 1:

Abah : Eh Ain terkeluar tau.
Saya : Ain? Apa? Siapa?
Abah : AF
Saya : Abahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! (sambil mempamerkan muka tak percaya sebab ayah sendiri tengok AF)

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Situasi 2 : Saya bersama adik lelaki, Aby

Saya : Aby, cepatlah mandi. Dah pukul berapa ni?
Aby : Thambi harus mandi 3kali sebulan"(With tamil slang)
Saya : ??????

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Situasi 3 : dalam kereta

Lagu Baby - Justin Bieber berkumandang.

Saya, Alia dan Aby. 3 beradik menyanyi dengan sekuat hati. Nampak seperti sungguh meng-enjoy saat itu..
Bila dah habis, fikir-fikir balik.
" Shit, Justin Bieber!"

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Situasi 4

Saya,
Pekerjaan : mengutuk Justin Bieber 24/7

16 May 2010 - Balik rumah, terus bukak Youtube, search Justin Biber - Eenie Meenie

SHIT!!!

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Situasi 4 :

Pitbull: Ada ke orang polypenises? Betul ke ada term tu?
Justin Bieber : Apa kau mengarut ni?

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WORLD IS A FUNNY PLACE
PEOPLE ARE WEIRD
JUSTIN BIEBER IS A GIRL!

Who has the largest penis?

2010-05-13T07:18:00.003+08:00

Satu tengah hari, aku tengah bergayut telefon dengan seorang kawan.

Lepas tu aku complaint, aku cakap sekarang aku makin pelupa

Dia kata " Aku pun samalah, aku rasa sebab kita banyak sangat cakap benda kotor"

"Cakap benda kotor?" Aku jawab.

" Cheh kau tak tau si Justin Bieber (bukan nama sebenar. Dia seorang perempuan.) Dia lagi kotor. Setiap benda keluar dari mulut semua kotor" Aku tambah lagi..

Satu malam, aku chat dengan Justin Bieber.
Aku cakap,sekarang aku suka sorang Arab ni. Handsome gila.
Justin Bieber terus " wei ko tau tak, orang Arab ni penis dah laa besar"

Aku : weh kau serius ke? Aku ingat kan European.
JB: Tak,arab besar lagi. ko tak tau ke, mmg diorang paling besar.

---Aku tak puas hati, terus google 'which race has the biggest penis'---

A: Weh Justin, mane ade laa. Apparently, African paling besar. Ada recent study tunjuk African paling besar and Asian paling kecik.
JB : Hish xde laa. Memang Arab.

--- Kami pun terus bertukar2 url link----

tiba-tiba
JB: Weh aku da jumpa dah ni. (dia gelak terbahak-bahak). Ko tengok ni,( dia bg link)

"Arab men, who were often mixed with black, had larger penises than
Europeans. Recent data show similar patterns. Measurements taken from
living subjects as well as those at autopsy, show the size of testes
is twofold lower in Asian men than Europeans (9 g vs 21 g), a
difference too large to be accounted for entirely in terms of body
size (Diamond, 1986; Short, 1984)."

Aku : aah la. Tapi kenapa banyak study tunjuk Asian paling kecik. Kenapa Arab besar lak? Haish aku xpuas hati ni.

--kami berdua sambung google, tambah ilmu---

tetiba
Aku : Weh chup! Egypt kat benua mana? Asia kan?
JB : Entah la.Asia ke?
Aku : Eh dia bukan Asia Barat ke? macam Pakistan, Afghanistan tu semua.

---google 'Egypt belongs to which continent'---

Aku : Weh JB. Egypt is in benua Afrika la. No wonder. (Hampa)
JB : See! kan aku dah cakap. Afrika, arab ni sama je. Semua besar2.
JB : Ko tau x, . . . . . . . . . .

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Aku : gelak terbahak-bahak sampai jaw sakit. "Haih kau ni memang betul2 kotor la. Ni kalau mak aku dengar ape kite borak ni, mengucap panjang orang tua tu"

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We stayed up that night talking about penis. . . . . One area of my expertise... NOT.
There are so many things I just didnt know. Im so naive.

P/S :Banyak lagi benda kami cakap, tapi xsesuai untuk tontonan umum. Jangan nangis sebab rasa ternoda pulak. Ilmu ni.

BOREDOM KILLS

2010-05-08T02:10:00.001+08:00

I went back to KL, got class for a week. Class started on Monday 3rdMay,so I got back few days earlier for Iron Man 2. Of course I didn’t wanna watch it at Ipoh. Those people are ridiculous, they talk and tell stupid jokes inside cinema and they laugh over something that is not funny. They act like a bunch of giraffes. Yeah whatever, I don’t care.

By the way, Iron Man 2 is awesome and Kick Ass is really kicking ass. And Jonathan Groff is gay. I know, it kills me!

Before the class started,I went out like everyday with my friends. But still, I just have nothing to do.

I finished watching 2seasons of Scrubs. And watched Ugly Betty +Grey’s Anatomy+ House. Then I listened to country songs, they make me feel like a rockstar. Watched a couple episodes of How I met Your Mother, then I get bored, watched Scrubs again. Never get tired of it. Then back-to-back playing Glee songs, sing my heart out, dance my crap out. Watched some movies Myra gave me – The BackUp Plan (Don’t watch it if you dont have the whole ideas of American Dream, having family and kids. No, don’t watch it. Its creepy.) Then, when I reached the point I just don’t know what to do, I lie down, watch the fan and ceiling.

For only 3days of wandering around I started to miss my back-home daily routine. Wake up and skype-d by Dyla “ weh kau tido lagi ke?? Bangun la. Aku dah ngantuk ni”. Chat, share some stupid Wikipedia info or we just video chatting, singing Glee songs together.

Then,hit the gym, get back home, watch Oprah, watch CSI’s . Sleep throughout the day, pick up mommy from work, waste some time, watch Oprah, and watch some Scrubs and sleep. I know, its boring. Who cares, I loved it anyway.

Yes, I have reached the point I reach out my Pathology book and study. What was I doing? Exam is over, and yet there I was studying the freaking Pathology. Boredom not only kills, it turns you psychotic!

And I thank God, I safely reached Ipoh tonight. Ohh I miss cyber world. Lots of catch up gotta do. And I can get back of my ol dull daily routine.

Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn

2010-04-23T00:07:00.009+08:00

Some people just hate commercial break, just like my dad. He switched to any channel that doesnt have commercial break everytime the channel that he's watching is on break.
Yeah, I dont like commercial break. Especially when you are watching RTM, not to brag about it (stesen kerajaan woo, nanti kena saman)

But, I cant help falling in love with this commercial ad.

Please watch this.

And here is another version

I love the fact that it is real in every scene and the idea of putting every man inside the storyline. I just recognized few people so far, Mike Rowe - Dirty Jobs, Bear from Man vs Wild,and those two geniuses from Mythbusters and Optimus Prime-of course.

I am geek, my sister forced us watching Discovery Channel in many ways. Insulting is one of them. Yes, I dont watch Akademia Fantasia, not that I want to, but it is forbidden inside the house.

So, goosebumps already? If not, you just not quite there to see that the world is awesome.
The World is Just Awesome. I'd say, it would be great to be an international world anthem. Boom De Yada everyone?

"save the planet"? The planet answers like Rhet Butler: "Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn"
Let's delete the arrogant "save the planet" motto, and change to "educate the humans"

Happy Earth Day!

P/S: I like this Listerine ad where this guys keeps gargling all the time, and when during meeting, his boss smacked the table. Hahaha so funny. I couldnt find the Youtube videos.
I know you remembered.

Hello, sorry. I was in Siberia.

2010-04-03T11:43:00.006+08:00

These are not tweets. I promise

1. Finished 5weeks clinical posting. Thank god I’m still alive. It was fun anyway. I almost, almost feel sad when I left the department yesterday. I did mention ‘ALMOST’ right? I mean, all the stuffs are nice, the crappy hospital food, not so crappy afterall. Oh serius akan rindu kuey teow udang PPUKM lepas ni.

2. I met a wonderful guy. I thank God for this experience.

3. And miss this doggie.Roly The Laughing Dog.

4. Done 4weeks of pediatrics placement. I love kids, I love babies. I feel like I wanna get married this instant, and tomorrow I’m gonna have my own baby. Stupid thing right? I know!

5. Had my VIVA today. Viva is one pain in the ass. It was not fun; it’s sad, pathetic, and torturing. I flunked it, no doubt. Stupid thing, I’d never graduate.

6. Almost cried when I was walking down the hall meeting my friends after my VIVA session. Tears almost come out, then I saw there were so many of my friends, so I pretended smiling.

7. For 1000^th times I’m saying this, student life is a bitch!

8. Called mommy to tell her what happened with my VIVA.

9. Gonna have yellowcab pizza after all these tortures. A nice slice of pizza wouldn’t hurt right? Maybe two or three slices or maybe I consume the whole thing. Who cares?

10. I feel bad today. Trust me; I’d turn to green monster Frankenstein- Hulk in any minute.

11. I finished 1/3 of my punishment therapy. Are you proud of me, mother?

12. I miss my BFF. I wish they are all here, so that when I feel bad, I just can call of them and scream my heart out. International call is expensive.

13. My roommate left me for 5weeks clinical placement at Hospital Johor Bahru. She is coming back today or maybe tomorrow. I miss her. But sure, gotta clean up the whole room before she gets back.

14. It is a major coincidence that my roommate named AJ (Amelia Jacob) and my bestie’s father’s name is AJ (Ahmad Jaafar)

15. Did you know, my sister has PCOS? I think it runs in the family. I gotta check very very soon.

16. Did you know, my other sister just gave my mother RM1000 for her first pay? My mother was so touched that she even called me to tell me about it. Or maybe she just called me to lemme know that I should give more than RM1000 for my 1^st pay.

17. Did you know I bought a guitar for only RM98?

18. I miss my classmates. I miss Chin Yuen and his silly jokes while screaming ‘ Biii Arrrr”.. I miss my gossip buddy, Zhi Han.

19. My PCOS sister has done surgery to shrink the cysts in her ovaries. So, she got 1 month of MC, maybe heading back Ipoh or Johor, so she left me her car. One month I tell you.

20. My cousin had burn injury. More than 30% burn. Children out there, please be careful. Jangan main api.

21. My grandmother had abcess in her left breast. The whole family made a huge thing about it. My andak couldn’t stop crying when my grandmother admitted to ward. My other cousin cried and kept saying “opah opah, jangan tinggal Naim”. What the hell? Opah’s not going to die,hello? Biposy confirmed no cancer cell, they were so happy and even threw kenduri kesyukuran, invited children from orphanage to come along. Bleehh, I told them it was only infection. (I do love my opah. Who says I don’t?)

22. Some of my aunties started to believe this is a bad luck. First, my maklong got admitted to ward because of hypoglycemic episode, then my grandmother, then my sister, and now my cousin. I remain calm, because that’s what I always do.

23. Watched Alice in Wonderland 3D. It was okay.

24. Watched Clash of Titans. It was awesome.I wish it was 3D, then it would be awesome awesome.

25. Woke up at 10 today. Rushed to McD for breakfast before the clock turns 11.

26. Witnessed an accident last few days. I was so traumatized I even dream about the accident where my mother tells me that they couldn’t save the guy. He died because of brain aneurysm. Stupid dream.

27. I just realized, I have thousands of songs in my folder and some of them I don’t really know. So, I clicked the ‘Play All’ icon, and I sang along. They are so many of them, took me almost 2 week to finish the whole playlist.

28. Glee season 2 is coming out. Too bad, I’ll have my finals coming up, so please please please jangan tweet or post FB status saying “ OMG Glee is super awesome!” or “I love Glee. Aghhhhh season 2 is incredible”. Shadap shadap

29. Tiger Woods is one nasty guy. Same goes to Jesse James. Poor Sandra Bullock.

30. I know I said this before. But, I think Justin Bieber needs to be some plain normal guy before he can sings about love songs and makes a music video of him checking out girls at some bowling valley. For god sake, you are 16 or maybe 17, I dont even know your age, I prefer you help your mother doing housechores.

31. And Gaga. You are one nasty,nasty bitch. I love all of your songs anyway.

32. House is so quiet. Everyone starts studying. I should start too.

Think before you throw

2010-02-01T18:48:00.010+08:00

I started my punishment therapy yesterday, but today dah kene break rule no 2, blogging sebab mak nenek Anis soh post entry panjang2 and banyak gambar.

So, today is February.Thank god January dah lepas, sebab January was exhausting. My sister, has turned herself into lifetime prison -MARRIAGE!!!

2nd January - Ipoh,Perak
30January - Batu Pahat, Johor

Pfft Sarah dah kahwin, lepas ni muka muka ni jelah yang kena dera basuh baju, sidai kain, cuci pinggan, kemas rumah, etc..

Pic ni sepatutnya candid. Tapi kenapa abah dengan mak control macho/ayu?
Aby bajet ensem. 2gadis di tengah pon control ayu.
Pengantin tak reti pose candid ahhhhh!!! (STRESS!)
vYe AWESOME gila posed candid macam nak berkungfu.

So,everything went well.The wedding was awesome eventhough I had to be not-quite-established wedding planner@damage control while my other sisters were busy looking out their boyfriend/male friends/girlfriendsfriends and leaving me alone terkontang kanting with everyone were busy asking me " eh Cik(my family name), ada senduk lebih tak... Cik, tisu dah habis.. cik mana lagi plastik sampah?? bla bla bla... Itulah akibat bila kawan-kawan duduk jauh, and takde sape yang datang kenduri, mak ayah busy layan guests.So I was the only member of 'tuan rumah' yang available.

Siapa yang plan nak posing macam ni, sumpah tak nak datang wedding korang!!!

Apa salahnya kalau posing macam ni..Baru cool!

Akad nikah

[30January]
[Malacca, at Abah's friend's]
[Otw to Batu Pahat]

My not-so-awesome pose.Tapi saja jugak nak tunjuk baju kurung warna pink yang dipinjam dari kawan.Sumpah,I takde baju kurung pink.

The only 4 single ladies in the house.

[BATU PAHAT-JOHOR]

I found this baby.Sumpah comel.

My bro-in-law punya siblings pon kaki camwhoring juga.ROFL.

For those yang kecil hati/makan hati sebab aku tak jemput masa majlis dekat Ipoh. Bukan tak sudi, but I know I wont be able to entertain guest because of this only reason.

This homo sapien, RUSSEL (bukan nama sebenar.Nama sebenar, Farish.Tapi I insist nak panggil dia russel, sebab muka dia macam russel, Up)

My favourite nephew.
And his favourite auntie.

Annes, cukup panjang tak? Tak boleh panjang dah. Aku ada kelas. Chow!

My new therapy

2010-02-01T11:35:00.005+08:00

Im starting a new program. Its a 100days of intensive punishment therapy. I have something I need to punish myself, so yeah. 100 days of fasting, minimal internet surfing, 100nights of reciting Yassin, 100days of not stepping on shopping mall (include 100days of not spending much money on unnecessary things).

So,everyone, please respect my decision.
Please not to ask me for late night movies
Do not ask me to taste the greatest yee sang
Do not ask me to shop on CNY sale.
See ya after 100days.

RandomNote :
Leamichelle looked stunning during Grammy Award. And Taylor's outfit when performing was hideous. But congratz Taylor for winning Album of the year. I love you mucho..

two-oh-one-oh

2010-01-02T20:38:00.002+08:00

Today is the second day of 2010.I was soo busy lately until I forgot which date belong for Christmas, new year eve and new year.. Because to me, 25 December 2009 was a busy day packing 'door gift' stuff for the wedding day. 31 December 2009, I was rushing back from KL after crazy full 8-5 classes day,heading back home and reached Ipoh around 1130pm. 12AM of 1st January 2010, I was helping sister decorating her room. 1st January, is my sis 'akad nikah' day, and today, is the wedding day.

It is exhausting. I dont know why ppl even bother to get married? Tell me again, why ppl get married?

So, for this year resolutions,

I swear Im gonna read much more than I sleep
Kick ass in final exam
Thats all.Tak de dah.

And as usual, resolutions is just the words. Year after year, ppl keep making resolutions or repeating the same one. Same goes to me. LOL

And January, OMG! Counting days for Grey's Anatomy, Greek, Ugly Betty, Chuck. Ok ok stop. Ingat azam nombor dua.

Indeed the best time of the year

2009-12-19T19:01:00.006+08:00

As holiday ended, I started to realize how precious my holiday was and mulalah scene seperti "Alaa xsempat nak makan steamboat" , "alaa xsempat nak makan Sushi King" . Cis macam dekat KL takde sushi king and steamboat. Its not about the place,ppl, its about the great company that matters.

I really dont want to go back as I realized the fact that I have to go back and start cooking for myself, doing assignments, meeting with distasteful faces , living in a world of deception, oppression and the only place I lost my right to voice out my opinions. I feel weak when I lost my rights. I hate it, I hate Malaysia education system. I hate it, I hate it.~

So,here are what Ive been doing for the past one month.

Getting a new haircut

Morning guitar session with Dyla. Ohhh this exactly made my whole day.

Been to sawah padi. Sumpah first time.

Trying out the not-so-awesome henna.

Karaoke session with family members.

Here is the sneek peek

And my voice training session.

Sumpah nak audition for American Idol next 5 years. (Tolong jangan double click dekat photo di atas,sebab sumpah my face looked awful)

(I did not miss a single session even for one day!)

Tiba-tiba je obses nak powerful voice. Ini semua salah GLEE and WICKED sebab tak casting me for Rachel and Elphaba role. ( Ciss ada hati nak role Elphaba)

THIS!
Apekebenda ntah ni. Hahahaha Dyla once told me that they asked Chris Daughtry to sing while lying down in American Idol. Its good to practice your voice to actually come out from the diaphragm rather than throat. So, I tried it. Benci lah, susah tau!

Devoting myself to God.

Kidding! I dunno what I was doing. ( Ohh tengah tunggu azan Isyak, so online kejap)

So, yeah. I know I know. My holiday was awesome. Korang punya semua dull kan? hahahah

Well try again next time! Sooo long!!!!

Random/stupid thought

2009-12-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

Its less than 2weeks before semester starts.I hate going back, sebab nanti takde makanan free dah tersedia bila bangun tido or bila lapar, pergi kitchen xde makanan, tapi boleh cakap "mak,lapar lahhh"...

My holiday so far is not so awesome. Ive been living the same way of life every single day. The same freaking things I do everyday. But, the truth is, I have done many things that I never imagined. Those things just made my not-so-awesome holiday awesome! And I met lots of people too.

Can you believe if I tell you, since holiday started, I havent pergi shopping lagi,or watching movies, lepak at mapley's or whatever lah you young people do. Ok,baru tadi keluar pergi Mcd,sebab wana belanja Prosperity. Itu sahaja.

Ahh I gotta chase my life back. Mana kau hilang ni? cepat cepat cari jalan pulang.

Anyways, bila semester start,duit scholar dah masuk, nak shopping gila2 during YES(Year End Sale). Whose coming with me? Kita gegar shopping mall ramai2.

Early nights with awesome voice.

2009-11-18T22:35:00.005+08:00

Its 10.30pm. Less than 30minutes, I have to get ready to sleep. Someone told me to be on bed and get ready to sleep at 11pm since I wake up 6am everyday. Who told me that? Adalahh...

Yes, since I came back home last Friday, my life hasnt changed a bit, okay maybe plus unlimited download and super awesome internet speed. My 3months of clinical posting, then plus with 2weeks of examination weeks, really turned me into a total geek and not to mention a granny. Yes,GRANDMA. because I have to wake up at 630am and went to bed around 1am. That was during clinical weeks, while during exam week I went to bed at 2 and woke up at 4am. I thought, as soon as i reached home, I would cover all my sleepless life.

But, nope.I havent changed a bit. In fact, I became Grannier! Have you heard of that word before? Grannier? Its a overrated version of granny. I went to bed at 11, and woke up at 630. I am indeed living my life huh? No pressure, Im loving it! Seriously!

So,holidays holidays. It is one awesome word. HOLIDAY!!!!! How's your holiday, so far??? Mine is always awesome. Although my father's boss offered me to work at his company, a goyang kaki job with huge salary, but I refused! Ive had my plans.

And sekarang dah catch up dengan latest episodes of Glee, Grey's Anatomy, Ugly Betty, Heroes, Gossip Girl and sedang berusaha catch up watching How I met Your Mother. And sekarang tengah obses nak awesome voice, ini semua pengaruh Glee. Everyday practice my voice sorang-sorang dalam bilik. I even goggled on how-to-have-a-beautiful-powerful-voice. My friend, Dyla said " Baca Quran dengan tajwid dan tarannum yang betul"...

Dyla, you just stepped on Google. Aku salute dengan jawapan kau.LOL.

Eh okayla guys. Now its already 1057. Good night!

Lets hit the bitch!

2009-11-14T18:10:00.006+08:00

Ohhh gambar ini sungguh menarik. Kawan-kawan, jom pergi ~~bitch~~ beach mana-mana, and snap picture lari2 macam ini jugak,nak tak?

Gambar ini sesat when I googled for Glee images. Kenapa pulak dia yang keluar? Nasib baik dia cool. So, bila dah mesmerized dengan gambar ni, terus google image yg lari-larian di tepi pantai jugak.

Tempting nya... Jom pergi pantai!

P/S : I have so many things in my head to throw up here, but the TV looks more attractive.. haha

Life is the shades of grey.

2009-10-31T17:59:00.005+08:00

Its been a while since I last blogging. Dah lupa dah rupa blogspot ni macammana.hahha Nahh Im kidding, I been so busy lately with clinical placement and all, sampai xsempat nak buat something or anything untuk diri sendiri. Siap kena nag dengan kawan2

"hoi,ko on9 tak ni?"

"weh,apesal susah sangat nk chat ni?"
~

Hahahha..FRIENDS, FYI aku on9 aje,Tho aku xde depan lappy all the time. And yes, please find me on Skype, sebab I jarang on YM sebab xtahan dengan bunyi BUZZ dia yang naik sampai otak lepas tu setiap kali orang online pun nak bagitau,dia offline pun nak bagitau,belum kira audible yang merepek yang boleh buat aku sakit jantung.

So,whats up peepz?? (chewahh ni ayat Twitter) Apa gossip baru? My busy schedule makes me totally outta this world. I can list down for you

Siapa mendiang Teoh yang selalu dalam berita tu?Sumpah tak tau. Well,apa kes dengan beliau?
Aku tak tahu pun Beyonce buat concert dekat Malaysia. DAMN DAMN DIE DIE. One day, dalam bas otw nak pergi HUKM, pakcik bas pasang radio, masa tu baru tau pasal concert ni. Weh apesal aku tak tahu????????
Ape latest gossip? Weh Paris Hilton dengan siapa dah sekarang? Dengar cerita concert Beyonce postponed,betul ka? Too bad.
Apa hot movies dekat cinema sekarang.Damn la. Last tengok wayang was Gamerdengan Annes. Lama gila kan? I KNOW!
And kenapa setiap malam ada helicopter polis dengan spotlight besar pusing2 KL,fly rendah gila nak mampos, macam hampir2 sama level je dengan rumah aku ni. Apa yang jadi, Malaysia dah tak selamat ke?
And yes, I tak tahu tag people dekat Facebook status.I tak tahu pun wujud benda tu, tapi mereka kata "Tolonglah Vye,lama dah kot"
I baru tengok GLEE sampai episode 4.Lambat gila kan? I KNOW!
Siapa top Billboard chart now? Lagu apa hot? Suggest cepat.Boleh pergi download.
Sekarang orang kecoh pasal football,well kenapa dengan football? Sekarang Worldcup ke?Euro ke?EPL ke? sumpah tak tahu.Fine,aku bukan bigfan of football pun, but atleast dulu selalu gak join Aby tengok big-big match aje.And kenal jugak la muka sorang dua yang handsome2, famous2 aje. Tahu jugak la update sikit2,sebab Aby selalu membebel.
Dah lama tak jejak kaki dekat shopping mall sampai I dah lupa bau shopping mall macammana.Oh I love that smell. Last menjejakkan kaki ke shopping mall, masa singgah Sg Wang like 30minutes untuk beli handphone.
LAGI?LAGI? Apa latest news???

Well people, so I finished my clinical placement for Psychiatry, Geriatric, Neurology and Medical for two months yesterday. YESTERDAY, and today is my first paper of final exam. Yesterday just ended clinical posting, and today got exam ad? Student life is a bitch, I KNOW!

It was fun. My life the past 2months eventhough with early mornings, physical exhaustion and crappy-hospital food. But, Im sure gonna miss all of them there. And there goes my 10K-steps-a-day routine. Now,hidup dah takde routine, boleh bangun sesuka hati, makan bila2 masa je rasa nak makan tak perlu tunggu lunch hour, bole stay up sampai nampak matahari balik, boleh bertandang ke blog orang, and stop being silent reader and actually dropping some comments.hahahha.

And yeah, semalam was my BFF birthday 30thOctober. How ironic. Her boyfriend's birthday on 29Oct, hers is 30th, and their anniversary is on 31Oct. I hope that is what we called 'jodoh'

I cant get enough of this.haha

So,welcome to our all-grown-up women club,Dyla. Yes,you are no longer a little child. We've been friend since rambut kau pendek, dah tumbuh panjang.Dari rambut aku panjang,dah jadi pendek.Dari rambut Annes pendek,pastu panjang,pastu blonde kejap,pastu pink,yellow,purple,pastu pendek pendek sikit,pastu pendek lagi.Ok stop ckp pasal rambut Annes,sebab sampai lusa pun tak akan habis.Lets cherish our friendship and membesar bersama-sama for another 40years at least. hahaha

Please dont call me The Grinch

2009-10-02T20:56:00.008+08:00

Im back,here at KL. Semua orang tak percaya bila saya bagitau that my cuti raya ialah 2minggu. Sebab semua orang hanya dapat cuti seminggu. P.A.D.A.N M.U.K.A!!
So, I still have 3days more.But I choosed to get back early, biasalah budak skema kan suka balik awal. Mana suka duduk rumah tengok TV. Tak berkualiti langsung.

Anyways,my holiday was awesome.Beyond awesome than you guys punya awesome sebab korang cuma seminggu je cuti.But, my raya was very dull. Ok lah.Im not a big fan of raya by the way.

My friend, anisizaty, she called me Grinch. Ingat tak cerita grinch? Kiranya saya ni the aidilfitri version of Grinch lah.

Lemme summarize my raya.

Baju raya : Ada satu je. Itu pun pakai pagi raya je. Because I hated it. My baju raya tu see through gila. So, kenapa nak kena pakai lama-lama?

Ini gambar petang raya.See. Sudah membuka baju raya,dan menyarung baju favourite, Jay Chou!

Kuih raya : Tak tolong buat satu jenis pun. Sebab balik rumah pun dah sehari sebelum raya. Letih laa mak. Tidur dulu ye. Makan kuih raya pun tidak. T.I.D.A.K. Im not a big fan of kuih raya. Nama kuih raya pun failed!

Lemang, ketupat : Tidak dapat merasa langsung pun raya kali ini. Biasalah beraya di bandar. Nak beli pun, bukannya ada orang jual yang sedap pun. So, kami taknak take risk, lalu beraya tanpa lemang dan ketupat. Mak cuma buat nasi impit pagi raya.

Camwhore : Sikit je. Sebab selalu kami camwhore pagi2 raya. Tapi, abah excited nak buat mesyuarat version serius gila dengan mak&nyah membincangkan pasal hal-hal kahwin dia nanti. Sebut pasal kahwin, sila jemput ke rumah 02Januari 2010 nanti ya. Kad jemputan , nanti I tag kat Facebook. Hahahahah

Ini masa tunggu mesyuarat version serius abah nak habis,supaya Nyah boleh join kami camwhoring. Tengok2 mesyuarat version serius tu xhabis2 jugak. So kami adik-beradik terus naik atas, buka baju raya. Buat video melalak2 dan menari2 lagu Hoedown Throwdown - Miley Cyrus.

Balik kampung : T.I.D.A.K...Heheheh saya suka raya di rumah. Tak suka raya di kampung. Masa kecik-kecik dulu suka lah balik kampung, sekarang lagi suka raya kat rumah.Sebab boleh online sampai tengah malam masa malam nak raya, buka facebook lengang gila sebab semua dah tak online. Mata pun jadi sejuk sebab tiada orang buat kuiz merepek2 kat Facebook.

Tapi raya ke-2, abah ajak juga balik kampung sekejap. Saja nak tunjuk muka dekat opah. So, dah sampai kampung, rasa bosan dengar orang tua-tua berborak, kami adik beradik pergi ke kolam lintah belakang rumah opah, camwhoring.

Kaklong& Nyah masih tak join. Mungkin diorang dah dewasa, dan mula melupakan erti dan keseronokan camwhoring.

Atau mungkin jugak, diorang dah dewasa, so diorang rasa diorang perlu join orang dewasa berborak membincangkan isu-isu dewasa.

Serius,banyak ni je kami camwhoring. Sikit kan? I know!

Drama raya : Satu pun tak tengok. Kalau dulu-dulu, rajin juga layan cerita raya. Ohh teringat cerita Rendang Untuk Mertua, Fazura berlakon tu. Sedap betul cerita dia. Tahun ni, xsempat nak tengok.Atau pun mungkin tak minat dah nak layan cerita-cerita sedih, cerita yang xsedih pulak,macam bodoh sangat. (Teringat pernah terbukak cerita Ewah Ewah Raya).

Iklan raya : Apa ni? Mentang-mentang Yasmin Ahmad dah takde, takda iklan best pun. Iklan paling best pun, iklan KFC yang " Mak jemput, datang rumah. No 3, Jalan batu, kampung badak.Jangan lupa!".... Ok budak ini serius comel. pergi tengok kat youtube sekarang!

Kereta : T.I.A.D.A. Get me? I was totally transportless semasa cuti raya. Sebab adik saya, Aby dia seorang yang bijak. Dia pergi ambik kereta mak, start enjin, masuk gear reverse, tekan minyak then lepas. Kereta abah belakang kereta mak, so dua kereta remuk teruk. Kena hantar workshop. Nyah pulak bijak, balik raya tumpang kereta kawan. Dia malas drive.Kami balik kampung pun, abah pinjam kereta company. Bila nak keluar mana2, kena mintak simpati Annes tolong fetch me dekat rumah. Memang bagus kakak saya tu.

Open house : TIADA. Kenapa ni? Takde orang buat open house ke atau takde orang jemput saya ke open house?

BIRTHDAY RAYA : OK yang ini super awesome.

Ihsan dari Leeya. Leeya, kau dah tau kan mana nak beli kek murah dan setaraf Secret Recipe?

Note : Birthday kawanku, Anis Izaty ialah pada Raya ke-5, saya raya ke-6. Jadi, kami decide untuk pergi celebrate pada raya ke-6. I called it, V Day. Disebab kan hari itu sungguh V, kami decide nak makan Nasi V. Nasi Vanggey. hahahha

Leeya & I having some V moments.

Lepastu decided, nak round-round Ipoh sebab kami sungguh buta Ipoh, nasi V tu xpernah dengar langsung before. And baru sedar, dekat Facebook kami, penuh dengan gambar dekat shopping mall aje. Kali ni, kami nak lain sikit lah.

Hambik kau. Siap pose depan Kedai Kopi Woh Heng lagi!

Kedai ni dekat Kamdar, dekat dengan Gerbang Malam yang Mulo jual jeans bundle! Euw!

Lepas makan nasi V dan camwhoring depan Kedai Kopi Woh Heng, kami pergi Oldtown sebab nak kedai yang ada aircond dan masih lagi tak nak jejak kaki kat shopping mall. Kat sinilah, kami celebrate our little birthday.

8years okay.And still counting (9years lah..ahhh silap,kan dah kena marah dengan beliau)

Sisters yang lain mak dan bapak bergurau senda pulak.

Saja letak pic Vye-super-cool-Annes-super-retard!

Hasrat taknak jejak kaki kat shopping mall terkubur. *sigh* Perempuan, memang tak boleh dipisahkan dengan shopping mall. Bosan betul.

My favourite bag currently. Sebab my long-craving bag dah tidak dijumpai langsung.

**So begitulah raya saya yang dull.**

RandomStuff : Bila balik je,mesti kena jadi kuli adik-adik buat macam-macam benda. So, adik saya suruh saya book tiket wayang sebanyak 31 tiket sebab nanti mereka nak turun Ipoh nak buat classroom dinner dekat hotel di Ipoh. Before dinner tu,mereka bersama-sama cikgu dan warden nak pergi bonding2 tengok wayang.Adik saya, Ayu dia sekolah di MRSM Lenggong. Sama macam adik Annes.

Sama lagi. Dah la saya ngan Annes sekolah sama, MRSM sama, rumah dekat, birthday dekat, adik masing-masing pun sekolah sama? Memang berjodohan. hahaha

Anyways, kalau nak book, tak boleh lebih dari 6. Jadi saya tiada choice melainkan kena beli siap2. Jadi, saya telah mengorbankan RM310 (satu tiket = RM10) untuk adik+classmates adik + cikgu/warden adik tersayang. Tak kira. Bayar balik!!!! Sobsobsob.

Tengok dia tengah print 31 freakin tickets.Pernah tak korang beli banyak ni?Mesti tak pernah kan? Malu amoi ni I letak gmbar dia. I dah warned dia I nak upload kat Facebook.hahah

31 TICKETS OKAY!!!

**SEKIAN**

Yours Truly,

vYe

The inside of me

2009-09-12T04:37:00.006+08:00

Well, I finished my first week Psychiatric placement at PPUKM. I never loved clinical placement, because it is stressful,tiring and it never ends.

I've been assign under Community Psychiatric where I belong to a team of doctors,nurses, therapists doing home visit for psychiatric patients to assess his/her condition at home after discharge and doing follow-up at home. The rest of the day, I just spent my time at ward.

Clearly,this is my first experience. Of course, at first I was a bit unsure of what happening around and I've been told that psy patients are manipulative, and try to be firm and confident while communicating.

My first day went by quite awkwardly.Later that day, I found that, this is indeed a great experience for me that nowhere can be found outside. I started to build rapport with all the patients, put aside fear,nervousness awkwardness. So,5days went by, I definitely enjoyed my time here especially the moment you enter the ward, and you hear patient excitingly screaming your name, saying that your clothes is beautiful, greeting you.

Of course, when their psychotic episodes relapse, sometimes you'll find it very funny, when they claimed that they are the son of The Almighty, or Jackie Chan is coming, or something about finding justice for Chua Soi Lek, or even the moon-and-sun-always-on-top-of-my-house talking.

I prefer to stay at ward even when lunch break, talked and watched TV or anything else you want to do inside. I observed. Then, I pitied them. Every singe second, I kept hearing my inside voice saying " Kesiannya, muda lagi dah jadi macamni" or " Sayang,muka cantik tapi...."

I went soft. When patient asked me when is the visiting hours, and I said its 12pm ,and later 5minutes she'll asked you again when is the visiting hour, I felt like crying.
I felt like crying when patient asked me " Bila makcik boleh balik, makcik dah sihat, makcik rindu dekat anak-anak" or " Boleh tolong call suami akak, dia kata nak datang melawat akak hari ni"

I felt like crying when I saw patient lying on the bed and refuse to do anything, and when i asked, she said "Im not interested on doing anything. I just wanna stay here.My parents and friends wont come visit me"

I felt like crying, when I saw patient writing something on a piece of paper, and when you asked " akak,buat apa?".She replied " Akak nak tulis surat dekat suami akak". And you saw on top of the paper saying "Kehadapan suamiku...."

I felt like crying when one day I saw her husband came, and her facial expression suddenly changed,while the husband walked towards her and kiss her forehead.

I hope, I will do better next week. No more soft feelings, try to be firm and confident. Wish me luck.

Loving your parents

2009-09-04T21:28:00.003+08:00

These 2days, we went to visit 3 nursing home around PJ. Nope, I dont like visit. Benci sebab letih and puasa jadi extra letih and on the way balik KL, mesti jam gila,lpas tu xsempat masak, then terpaksa pergi beli dekat bazaar Ramdhan, which means kena spend money and membazir duit. Damn.

Anyways, my point is to tell you about the nursing home experience. Nursing home is the last place I want to end up at. I hate seeing old people suffering and dying.

The first nursing home I went is Felicity Nursing Home. So , I talked to this old man. When I first introduced myself to him, he cried. I was in shocked. I asked, " Uncle,kenapa nangis?", then he replied "Saya seronok.".Then I added " kalau seronok,kenapa nangis?"."Saya seronok ada orang datang." Then sambung menangis balik.

Ok, damn I want to cry that instant. Then,I chatted with him and figured out that he was a mechanical engineer with few kids. His children are total dumbass left him alone at nursing home, which explains why he was crying when I first met him.

Another uncle pulak, when we asked him about his children, he replied sorta like this. "Satu anak dekat Hong Kong.Satu dekat Penang. 3 dekat KL. Semua tak guna. Otak sudah jam!"

I know, asking about children to these residents was a complete sensitive question. But hello, that is the MOST basic thing to ask. Mau tanya apa lagi? " Uncle, bini mana? Sudah mati ka? Sakit apa?".. LOL.Bodoh jugak aku ni.

The thing is,how could anyone, left their parents to nursing home. Hello, have you been to any nursing home? Gila tak best tempat ni. Most of the resident aren't receiving proper treatment for their each condition because there's no health care professional inside the house. The doctors came like once a week. Rehab team only come upon request. The staff are foreign maids and volunteers.It is very dull inside. not very hygienic. Soo not a good place to live in.

This auntie, she has a severe RheumatoidArthritis. Fuyyooh, her knee is beyond help.

This uncle is damn funny. He likes to walk all the time. He rest like 2minutes, then he walked all around the house. Its funny, you heard " excuse me, excuse me" very often when he wants to pass through you.

We want to protect the elders from H1N1.Not to protect ourseleves.

I dont wear mask. I am immuned from the virus already.

Hehehehhe bongkak gila.

We spent hours hearing her whole life story. From childhood to adulthood. Best gila dia membebel. Hahahahha

I was saying, if our parents can take care of us, since we were born up until today, why cant we? I know I am not the type of expressing love to parents, but I think they knew that I love them. The question is, how do you know, that one day, when the time comes, you are not the one who sending your parents to nursing/old folks home? Or you are the one who taking care of your parents?We never know, until we reach that moment.

Or maybe one day, you'll end up at nursing home because your children are a total dumbass. Please please please. Be thankful. Take care of your parents.

Belajar rajin-rajin, make your parents proud.

Trust me, its not bipolar, but this is severe depression.

2009-09-01T21:48:00.002+08:00

Tiba-tiba gila nak update blog hari-hari pulak kan? hahhaha
Im onlining down here at KTSN 5. UKM kedekut tak nak pasang wifi kat PlazaRah, so dari tingkat 20,kalau nk online, kena duduk dekat balkoni untuk dapat belas kasihan wifi dekat campus.
So, solution untuk coverage wifi yang hebat, kena bawak turun laptop, menumpang dekat kolej sebelah ni. Hehehehe

Next week, I'll start my clinical posting at HUKM. This time kena pergi posting for Psychiatric,Medical and Neurology.Bapak bosan gila dekat HUKM okay? Tapi okay lah, sebab last year dah teruk kena torture dekat Hospital Klang kali ini kita relax sikit okay? So,siapa-siapa di HUKM ataupun berdekatan HUKM, jom lunch together. Hey,tapi bulan puasa macammana nak lunch??? Oklah lepas raya nanti kita lunch sekali ok?

Korang tahu tak, bahawa nama HUKM dah ditukar kepada PPUKM,Pusat Perubatan Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. Hah? semua dah tau ye. Takpe saja je nak bagitau lagi sekali.

Aku sudah jatuh cinta. Jatuh cinta dengan seorang lelaki. Ye lelaki, bukan jantan sebab aku jatuh cinta dengan manusia,bukan ayam atau ba*cough*bi*cough*. Dia jiran aku,satu floor dengan aku. Tapi baru haritu kawan aku bagitau, bahawasanya dia ialah orang Kelantan. Okay I save my next comment. hahahhaha

Semalam kakak aku datang hantar makanan.Dia datang dengan tunang dia. Diorang bagi cake Secret Recipe yang ptuih ptuih tak sedap.Siapa nak?datang rumah ok? Masa diorang nak balik, aku salam and cium tangan dia. Lepas tu aku hulur tangan dekat tunang dia pulak. Then aku cium tangan tunang dia. WHAT THE HELLLL????? Siapa sangka aku buat macamtu? I mean like, hello dia baru tunang, belum abang ipar kot. Tapi bila fikir-fikir balik, kira aku bagi consent form lah dia kahwin dengan kakak aku..

Aku sekarang dah hebat gila swimming. Semua style aku boleh buat. Cakap je, aku leh tunjuk. Aku siap ajar style berenang tempang dekat Farhana dengan Annes. Sumpah senang, paddle guna satu kaki je. Tapi jangan buat selalu, nanti muscles kat sebelah kaki tu jadi hyperthrophy, ,sebelah lagi athrophy.buruk lah kaki besar sebelah. Style ni hanya untuk orang tempang sahaja okay?. Berenang anjing pun aku hebat, serius! Tak percaya tanya Annes.

Dyla kata swimming pool kat PlazaRah air dia sejuk. Dia bole mati hypothermia. Hermm Dyla mmg suka exaggerate cerita. Tapi hari ini aku mandi, yelah. Memang sejuk jugak.
Dyla,macammana kau disana? Summer dah habis kan? Allergi kau mesti datang balik. Makan ubat yang aku bagi tu okay?Tulah dah janji nak suruh kakak aku bawak balik ubat satu tong bagi kau, tapi aku bagi satu papan aje,hahahaha.

Sekarang dekat bawah ni, aku tengah online dekat restroom. Pak guard ni,die pergi pasang radio kat sini. Pasang EraFm pulak.Aku rasa macam nak hempas je laptop ni. Lepas tu aku hempas pulak radio tu. Memang emo tiba-tiba kalau dengar radio yang macam celaka macamtu. Aku tunggu nak habis download video PCD je ni, kalau tak,memang dah berambus naik dah.

FYI, rice cooker aku baru rosak.Sedih sebab baru belik 3bulan je macamtu. Lepas ni,masak masakku akan bertambah lama.Sebab tinggal satu cooker aje, untuk masak nasi dan lauk pauk. So,kalau bukak puasa, kena start masak dr pukul 5. Makkkk, nanti dah start posting, dengar2 cerita orang, hari2 kena bukak puasa atas bas. Sebab pukul 7, stuck lagi dalam traffic jam dari Cheras nak balik KL tu. Sedih gila. Dah la dah lama tak balik bukak puasa dengan mak, kena bukak puasa atas bas pulak.

Dyla, aku rindu ko! Kau bukak puasa makan apa?Makan kuaci lagi ke?

Aku ni dah macam orang gila, membebel sorang2. Sudah lah.bawah ni sejuk gila, nak naik tidur lah. Selamat kepada semua.

Merdeka diri,merdeka minda.

2009-08-31T22:09:00.004+08:00

Lama gila rasanya tak membelog. Bukan tiada idea atau mood, tapi takde masa. Year 3 is a bitch. Okay,lepas cuti H1N1 hari tu, kami semua telah dibunuh dengan kelas-kelas ganti dan tak lupa juga, simulasi.
Dengan ini, saya mahu mengishytiharkan dah 2bulan saya tidak pulang ke kampung halaman. Bukan tak rindu, rinduuuuuuuuu gila. Tapi sob3. Nak buat macam mana? (percaya laa aku mmg tengah menangis sekarang ni)

So, ok. Malam ni,lebih tepat pada pagi ni, 2am my bestrestest friend Dyla,akan berangkat ke Dublin. So,tamatlah zaman suka-ria saya dan boleh proceed dengan zaman serius dan belajar bersungguh-sungguh.

Bukan maknanya, bila dyla ada saya tak boleh belajar bersungguh-sungguh,dah hanya bersuka-ria. Tapi kami cuma boleh jumpa setahun sekali, so why waste a good time,kan?
So,tak nak cakap pasal Dyla, nanti takut menangis teresak-esak. Cheewahh...

Hari ini hari Kebangsaan.Sudah 52 tahun kita merdeka. Merdeka kah anda semua dari segala bentuk penjajahan? Ingatlah, penjajahan minda merupakan penjajahan yang paling dasyat. Merdekakan minda anda dari segala anasir jahat yang cuba memecah belahkan keharmonian negara kita.Tunjukkan semangat muhibbah antara kita semua. Ingatlah, Satu Malaysia, Rakyat Didahulukan, Pencapaian Diutamanakan.

Jangan cepat melatah. Selalu menuding jari menyalahkan negara.Fikirkan apa sumbangan kita terhadap negara. Mampukah anda belajar bersungguh-sungguh. Setimpal dengan semua kemudahan yang telah disediakan. Mampukah anda suatu hari nanti, bekerja bersungguh-sungguh. Bukan bekerja kerana wang, tetapi kerana jasa yang mahu ditumpahkan kepada negara,pengorbananan yang dilakukan untuk negara tercinta.

Saya akhiri entry kali ini dengan, salam kemerdekaan. Merdeka merdeka merdeka!

P/S : Serius aku tengah semangat kemerdekaan ni. Ini yang aku dapat 3bulan di PLKN. And Im very proud of it.

Hari ini Greek season 3 keluar. Cepatlah balik rumah, nak mendownload sepuas-puasnya. Wifi sucks gila!

Help me giving names

2009-08-07T23:03:00.011+08:00

So, Ive been trying this coolstuff MorphThing. Yeah it is a website that combine pictures into one. So, those yang kuat berangan what is your face combination with Barack Obama can go try this coolstuff. I came across this sorta thing loong time ago, now dah jumpa balik. Kudos to Leeya!

So, yeah! First thing, you must upload the-most-gorgeous picture of yours, pick any celeb, then morph that thing. As simple as that. Care to look some of mine?
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Bila nak pick celeb, mestilah nak pick yang-paling-awesome and yang-paling-gorgeous kan? So, I picked Megan Fox, my sister from another mother.

Megan Fox + Vye

LOL obvious gila pic ni 70% Megan. Okay ada my cheek sikit.

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Next, JLO.

Okay ini ada my nose sikit.

Next up is Katherine Heigl,

Awesome awesome. Walaupun still macam 70% muka Katherine.

As I was exploring the celebs pics, hey I found Deepika Paddukone lah.

Im not sure of this pic is 100% Deepika or my face looks just like her. LOL.

*PUKE*

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dan banyak lagi. Malas nak upload here sebab nanti korang mesti menyampah.

Anyway, you can also make babies you know.Nak tengok tak my babies?

This is me and Joe Jonas.

Awwww....Cute habis. Help me to give his name. I tak nak cliche macam Syafiq ke, Zul ke, I nak yang paling awesome. And kat belakang,ada Jonas ok?

Ini pulak, James Marsden. Kau jadi Cyclops, memang awesome habis. ( Mentang-mentang baru khatam X-MEN trilogy)

Okay nama dia Cyclops Jr.

Jesse McCartney + Vye

Xboleh blah aku ni. Nak anak semua rupa Caucasian. Tapi dia ni, serius cute. Sometimes, rasa macam benda alah ni tipu je. Ntah2 anak Auntie Mary belakang rumah je.

Okay now,lets move on to my baby with Josh Duhamel.

His name is William Lennox. I named him after Captain William Lennox dalam Transformers. So that satu hari nanti, bila Will dah besar, dia join force dengan autobots to protect the earth from Megatron.
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This time, me + Hugh Jackman.

Among all of my sons, I paling sayang dia ni lah. Sebab dalam banyak-banyak hubby, I paling sayang hubby yang ni lah.

Christian Bale + Me

Guys, meet my son, John Connor Jr. Hope satu hari, dia jadi leader of humans untuk lawan dengan robot. Sama macam ayah dia.

Rupa dia sebijik macam ayah dia kan? Tapi apsal macam anak cina?

Eric Bana + Me

Aku rasa dia ni perempuan lah. Baru plan nak namakan dia Hector. Damn, macammana dia nak lead Trojan War against Achilles ni?

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So, enough showing off my babies with awesome celebs.

Sekarang, nak tunjuk some of pics yang I found THE best combination ever.

Pics that I found from the website database.

Salma Hayek + Penelope Cruz

OMG

Fuuyooh. Cun gila kan? This is beyond Jessica Alba +Maya Karin +Megan Fox + Aishwarya Rai + JLO + Rani Mukherjee

Now is David Beckham +Tom Cruise

Okay kalau orang macam ni wujud, die lelaki paling hott okay.

You guys pegi cekidaud ok? Sebab I tag everyone yang baca entry ni.

Sweet escape

2009-08-02T06:34:00.005+08:00

Okay,so my campus, UKM KL, is closed because of godforsaken H1N1 virus, every students needs to be quarantined. Weird right? All the other institution who also needs to be closed, they ask their students to go home, tapi UKM terbalik pulak.

I think that is just the best way to prevent from the virus to spread. Logic what? Kalau ask students to go home, nanti spread kat family pulak. Tak pun, dari sihat,terus sakit sebab dapat infection dekat Puduraya masa beli tiket bas.HAHAHAHA

Since, I am living outside the campus, so there's no way for admin to quarantine me. I called Abah to tell him bout the closing, Abah said, no need to go home. Because nobody is around, My adik-adik all at hostel, my sister is now doing a favour for UPSI as RA, no bukan Rheumatoid Athritis, tapi Research Assisstant, and Abah was coming to KL anyway,-outstation.

So, I took this opportunity to declare, it is indeed a Honeymoon Hols. JPA baru dapat,what? So, when they announced that campus will be closed for one week, so apalagi? The Girls Day Out lah..

*Nada, shuuhh shuuh jangan mengada2 nak kecik hati xajak kau.Kami dah call banyak kali,xbole reached*

Chillis. Finally. Its been a year!

Tabiat yang suka ambil apa sahaja di atas meja untuk dijadikan prop.

Camwhoring

Notice that my bag and Shiela's sama. Yes, we both end up beli beg yang sama. And ada one day, kami keluar together, dua-dua pakai beg yang sama.

Tak, saya tak kesah. BFF what?

Camwhoring lagi

Ini purposedly suruh couple mat salleh tolong snapkan.Since tak pernah ada gambar dekat fountain depan Pavilion ni walaupun da berzaman dia dekat situ.

* Tips nak mintak tolong orang snapkan gambar : Cari couple. Sebab lepas kita mintak tolong dia snapkan gambar, diorang akan mintak tolong balik kita tangkap gambar diorang berdua.Trust me.Ive been doing that always*

So, Tuesday evening, I went to Kajang for sleepover at Dyla's. The sleepover was CRAAAZEEY. Tidur pukul 3-4 pagi, and bangun pukul 8 pagi. Ini semua salah Farm Frenzy, game baru yang Dyla suruh download. Kami berdua dah addicted.

Dua-dua tengah main Farm Frenzy ni.Serius addicted!

We also went for squash game at Bangi.

CAMWHORING!

Edisi terlentang!

So, later on Friday, we all went to PC Fair dekat KLCC. Ramai yang join kot. Take note, Ifa brought her new ehem ehem.

Us at Dome
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*Order satu meal sebab terpengaruh dengan Ridhwan yang beria kata sedap. Turned out, allergic naik satu badan sampai muka. Ridhwan, kau hutang satu Subway*

I shopped until I almost dropped at PC Fair. Seriously. I bought 2 MP3's for my sisters and thumb drive for my brother.

*Siblings :demand!* Habis duit aku.

Murah serius murah.
No, bukan Ipod.
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* Jom ramai-ramai bunuh mood cuti ni cepat-cepat. Start focus balik ye kawan-kawan. Assignment sudah siap ke semua? Aku sudah! Hebat x? Cepat gimme standing ovation*

My life so far

2009-07-17T13:38:00.004+08:00

Masuk hari ni, dah 2minggu aku jadi 3rd year student. First day class aku skipped, sebab termakan hasutan syaitan2 di sekeliling suruh join diorang pergi Genting.

Bila masuk kelas balik on Tuesday, dapat timetable. OMG!! Kelas full throughout the semester. Kalau ada gap pn, sejam dua between classes.Seminggu sekali ada kelas dekat PPUKM. Sabtu ada kelas jugak sampai tengah hari. And classess are up untill August sahaja because lepas tu, we all kena posting for 6 weeks. This time, Psychiatric, Neuro, Geriatric and Medical posting.

Man, I dont heart this semester. I dont!

So, classes berjalan seperti biasa. Suddenly semalam, class rep kata class today postponed and only group 2 will be having class at PPUKM. (Im in Group 1). Which mean, hari ini class tiada. Gila ka? Miracle gila takde class. Seronok berangan2 semalam apa nak buat hari ini.

Tiba-tiba, malam semalam, rasa tak tahu nak buat apa. Plan untuk keluar hari ini dengan Nada,Myra etc dah dicancelkan. Sampai malam semalam,bingung betul tak tahu nak buat apa. Lepas bukak puasa, tengok X-Men balik, then bingung balik nak buat apa. Lalu, aku xsangka, aku capai buku Pathology and study Myocardial Infarction.

Pagi ini aku bangun tidur, bingung lagi. Main Burger Shop kejap, lepas tu aku mandi. Lepas mandi siap-siap and makan, lepas tu aku headed library. Can you believe it? Aku ni dah buang tebiat ke? Sampai library sambung balik study Myocardial Infarction. Apesal lah aku suka sangat topic ni. Serius memang suka!

Tadi, sebelum sampai library, baru aku perasan, banyak sangat unfamiliar faces. Tengok matrix card, semua pakai card sementara lagi. "Ohh 1st year rupanya" . Aku gelak dalam hati. Aku perhati sorang- sorang. Semua pergi class pakai cantik2. Baju berlapis2. Baju cantik belaka.Kasut fancy2. Rambut disisir rapi. Cheewah.

Dlm hati aku cakap "Hmmph amateurs". Biasalah,masa mula-mula masuk universiti, semua melaram nak pergi kelas. Tengok sem depan, sorang-sorang tunjuk tanduk. Last-last jadi macam kami. Kaki selekeh pergi kelas. Pakai jeans, pakai t-shirt. T-shirt pun semua t-shirt universiti. Pesta Konvo lahh, Pesta Angpau lahh, 4KL lahh, Evolusi Intelek lahh. Pakai baju kurung dengan tudung pun, dah tak kuasa nak berlilit-lilit tengkuk. Make-up pergi kelas, jauh sekali. Patutlah kulit muka aku kusam. *sigh*

Aku sampai library, luar dalam library penuh dengan budak 1st year. Wah semangatnya. Biasalah, masa nak masuk universiti, mesti pasang azam nak belajar bersungguh-sungguh, nak dapat 4flat setiap sem. Tapi lepas dapat duit scholar/PTPTN semua azam terbang ke langit. Tapi aku harap budak-budak ni tak hangat-hangat taik ayam, macam aku ni..

Aku tersentuh hiba. Ohh!

Kesian aku. Duit JPA xmasuk lagi, aku tengok orang lain semua dah pergi shopping. JPA busuk hati dengki ngan aku, thats why dia lambat masuk duit aku. Agaknya, bila duit dah masuk, mega sale pun dah habis, Apa nak buat? Dugaan. Hari-hari aku puasa, puasa sunat Rejab and puasa jimat. Bukak puasa masak nasi dengan sardin. Sedihnya!

Sudahlah sentimental. Haish gelilah. Bye!

What I've been doing for the past 2 months

2009-07-03T10:38:00.012+08:00

Holiday is such an awesome word. *sigh* I wish I was born with it as my last name. Syafiqah Nadia Holiday. Awesome gile kan?

Bagaimana cuti anda semua? Apa?Tak awesome?Hahaha padan muka.Tunggu next year okay, untuk dapatkan cuti yang awesome.

Anyways, cuti kali ni memang awesome. Kenapa awesome? Here's what I've been doing for the past 2 months.

Cut-off my damaged hair. Adios rambut rosak, hello rambut sihat!

Rambut rosak

Damaged hair

Rambut rosak

Damaged hair

Rambut sihat

Networking / Sorority-ing / Sisterhood bonding

Kalau cuti memang bosan kalau asyik buat perkara tak berfaedah kan? So, cuti ini saya telah membuat keputusan untuk mengaktifkan diri ini setelah lama berhibernasi walaupun status ku 'AKTIF'. (Ceh buat keputusan konon, bukan kena paksa dengan kak ketua?)

Seronok lah. Terus tak salahkan kak ketua. Okay lets move on.

Di majlis ' Sepetang Bersama Si Merah Jambu'. Cheezy gila bunyi dia weh. Tapi best, sebab perut kenyang!

Went to Sabah

Our 5 days trip was awesome.

Sabah banyak gila titi gantung wa cakap sama lu.Odah, kau sure tak lepas. Sebab kau gayat!

Countless times of Oldtown-ing

Part-time menyibuk @ Peadiatric clinic

Mak forced me to join anything that she thinks is beneficial to me

Mak : Cik, esok ada CP assessment. Kamu join tau, nanti mak inform Dr Shila

Mak : Cik, next week ada wheelchair assessment. Join tau!

Mak : Cik, next week ada orthotic assessment. Nak join tak?

Trying out the best food in town

Belajar menjahit

Perkara paling berfaedah yang telah berjaya di lakukan.

Berjaya menyiapkan dua baju di atas. Hebat tak? Faster clap hand.

Right : My first baby. Kain yang dibeli di Kamdar dengan hanya rm2.50 semeter. (Kain longgok2 kat luar Kamdar tu) Mak pesan, "beli kain murah-murah, sebab kain eksperimen tak perlu mahal-mahal. Nanti kalau salah jahit, rugi"
Setelah berjaya dihasilkan, resultnya FLAWLESS!!!! chewah tipulah. Kain dia singkat sikit sebelah.

Left : Baju taik cicak ni, dibeli di Nagoya Textile dengan hanya RM5 semeter. Membuat keputusan membeli baju taik cicak since tak pernah ada baju taik cicak. Baju ni berjaya disiapkan dalam tempoh yang sangat singkat. 1 and a half day. * Clap hand, clap hand*

Juga mendapat request membuat the-awesome-custom-made pencil case dari Nada dan Annes. Tak boleh upload gambar here, sebab tomorrow nak bagi dekat Annes. Nanti kalau dia tengok here, xsuprise dah la.

Berbillion billion top yang tak berjaya di siapkan sebab terlalu asyik dengan ke-enakkan Chicken Hor Fun, Oldtown dan cikgu menjahit yang busy menonton drama Matahari. Next cuti, ya makcik?

KUDOS untuk anda.!

Went to KL. Membazir duit, but had a wonderful time. Awesome awesome awesome!

Sending my mother away to Kulim.

Mak is attending sorta kursus kenaikan gred for 6freakin months. MAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK LAMA GILA!!!

Sedih gila masa nak hantar dat day, tapi macam ego sikit nak tunjuk depan mak. Lepas mak dah register, boleh masuk penginapan.

Ini ke tempat korang bagi mak aku duduk??? What The F ???Pffffttt...Mak,kuatkan semangat duduk di sini, biasalah, pengalaman di Kulim sentiasanya celaka.

Itu mak dan kaklong tengah tolong mak unpack barang.

Ini masa kami sibuk nak join briefing untuk para peserta. Family boleh join, tapi ramai dah balik. But, abah insisted to join the briefing. Kasi chance lah abah nak bonding dengan mak kan?

Masa briefing tu, orang tu cakap sorta " Kursus ini mengambil masa selama 6 bulan iaitu bahagian teori selama 9 minggu di sini, dan selebihnya ialah menjalani praktikal di hospital masing-masing"

Apa? Mak duduk sini 2bulan aje? YEAYY!!!!!!!!

Nanti raya mak ada lah ye?. Baru nak sentimental takut raya kali ini tak boleh makan rendang mak. Sobsobsob bertukar menjadi hurrayhurrayhurray.

Sebelum sampai ke sini, kami kena lalu depan Kolej ku eh bekas kolej. Kolej MARA Kulim. Aku sombong, tak mahu berpaling. Tapi mak cakap " Cik tengok lah kolej kamu tu"

Disebabkan lepas ni lama tak jumpa mak, so ikutlah cakap mak.

Kalau tak, KMK JANGAN HARAP AKU NAK PANDANG KAU!! Pfftttt.

Spending precious time with awesome friends.

Eh kenapa semua pics dekat OldTown? Adakah saya hanya berkawan dengan orang yang lepak di Kopitiam sahaja? Ish taklah.

KEBETULAN SEMUA ORANG SAYANG OLDTOWN

* hugs hugs*

Countless times of shopping/ spending money/ stalking.

Tak perlu details. Sebab ini semua what I do best. Minus the stalking part, that's what I do less best. LOL

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In 3days time, Im gonna be a third year student. Will it be great? I hope so! As you grow older, means bigger responsibility, tougher syllabus.Everyone have hope.

Selmat kembali belajar,kawan2. Mari kita score dean list ramai2.

*And jangan sape2 tanya result aku. Pfttt*

Gone too soon.

2009-06-28T12:36:00.003+08:00

Okay okay, kalau nk nak buat new entry pasal the King of Pop tu mesti semua dah bosan kan? Semua pun membelog pasal MJ, on radio semua lagu MJ, bukak channel apa pun semua ada music video MJ, THS Michael Jackson - aku dah tengok 3 kali. Tapi, membelog pasal MJ is the 'in' thing for the moment tau. So, why not? Hahaha

Sedih memang lah sedih. Pagi tu aku bangun, check twitter semua orang cakap pasal MJ. Tapi masa tu MJ tak declare dead lagi. Kan he was found not breathing at his home then rushed to hospital, then after 2hours something baru officially declared death kan kan? So, within 2hours tu twitter havoc gila.

Semua orang were hoping that the rumors are not true. Tapi ,after 2hours lik dat, da officially dead kan. Sedih tak?

Lemme quote some ppl tweet updates.

backstreetboysIf the Micahel Jackson rumors are true, our hearts go out to his family + all his fans. He was and always will be one of our inspirations.

mileycyrusmichael jackson was my inspiration. love and blessingsmileycyrusGod Bless Michael Jackson. I think he is going to have ANOTHER 1# record this week. His music will FOREVER make us smile.=]

shondarhimesMy sister and I used to attempt to perform the entire "Beat It" music video in out family room when we were kids.
shondarhimesI'm not ready for the icons of my youth to start dying...

taylorswift13It just doesn't feel real.. Everyone is walking around backstage saying "Have you heard?".

ashsimpsonwentzTmz please be wrong. Everyone have hope.

lilyroseallenIs michael jackson dead ?
lilyroseallenNo fucking way

ThisIsRobThomasMichael??? Please tell me you're ok!! MJ suffers heart attack and no word on his condition.
ThisIsRobThomasMichael jackson? Dead at 50? I am filled with sad.
ThisIsRobThomasMichael Jackson in a coma. Not dead. Hang in there jacko!!!
ThisIsRobThomasOfficial. Michael jackson dies at 50. Speechless.

nadaizyanRIP MJ.

ShahnazMdNorim home n im shocked. MJ? RIP. baru lepas tgk live concert vid MJ wif briney. hurm :"( what a great lost

Kawan2, ingat tak we used to sing 'Heal the World' during 'Earth Day' masa form 4 kat maktab dengan mat salleh 2 orang tu?
Listen to that song again, you'll eventually cry.
*emo emo*

Overwhelming kan?
RIP, bro!
Or should I say, Innalillah?

Tagged by : Rif

2009-06-23T15:36:00.003+08:00

What you're supposed to do... and please do not spoil the fun.Create a new note, copy and paste this message, delete my answers and type in yours.Then tag 21 good friends and family INCLUDING the person who tagged you.The theory is that you will learn one new thing about each of your friends.

THREE NAMES I GO BY
1. Nur Syafiqah Nadia Bt Shuhami
2. Vye
3.Pikah (xcukup tiga lah.orang panggil aku macam2 nama)

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. Voluntary worker at YSIS Orang-orang Cacat
2. Awesome daughter, friend
3. Not-so-awesome job at Kenny Rogers. DEMMIT! (aku ban semua orang yang baca entry ni from pergi Kenny Rogers. Kalau tak,jgn kawan dengan aku)

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. The most awesome-tp-panas-terik Transkrian, Nibong Tebal, Penang.
2. Ridiculous Kulim,Kedah
3. Titiwangsa - Kampung Baru, KL

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
1. Grey's Anatomy
2. Greek
3. The Oprah Show

THREE PLACES HAVE BEEN (with frens)
1.Rumah Dyla
2.Rumah Annes
3.Merepek gile soalan ni. ahhahaha

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. NYC
2. Carribean
3. Rumah Zach Quinto, nak stalk die tengah buat ape sekarang

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. Nasi Lemak sg merab,bangi
2. Kerabu Mango Kg Baru
3. Pau IJN

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
1. Quickly finish degree with atleast 2nd class upper (chewaah chewahh chewah) lepas tu berambus ambik master.
2. Balik KL cepat2, nak cop bilik single.
3. Transformers which is esok. hahahahah

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
1.None
2.Never had one
3. Macam ada cita-cita nak bela kucing. hahah biar betul?

THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL probably REPLY
1.Dunno

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS
1.Beyonce
2. Taylor Swift
3. The Fray
4. Lifehouse

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
1. Badminton
2. Urghh apa punya soalan.

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. Lipton Green Tea
2. Sirap limau terhebat di dunia, Kedai Tomyam Norizan Kg Baru
3. Honeycomb Goldrush, Dome

Nah, korang telah di tagged!

Husna
Mariam
Shikin geds
Ayuni geds
Ain
Mea

Post awesome trip mood

2009-06-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

Disebabkan Ipoh terlampau panas, aku membuat keputusan untuk merajuk ke KL.
KL tak sepanas Ipoh, tapi orang KL xreti bersyukur.
Contohnya Dyla, setiap hari dia mengadu panas. Cheh

Trip kali ni memang lain.
Sebab aktiviti tak dipenuhi dengan venue yang indah2 di megamall segala macam.
Sebaliknya dipenuhi dengan venue-venue seperti Mapley Kajang - serius ni aku paling rindu. Hari tu datang aku order Naan Cheese terus, amek kau!, Kolej Rahim Kajai UKM, Pasar Malam Bangi, Port Nasi Lemak terhebat PJ. Ok ada sehari pergi juga ke MidValley.

Okay.Taknak brag pasal shopping dekat MidValley.Sebab MidVal SALE GILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA sampai aku bawak RM500 pon leh lesap macam tu. Eh tadi kata taknak brag pasal shopping. OK fullstop.

So, aku broke. Annes, sorry.Lepas ni tak boleh teman kau shopping lah.

One thing for sure, I've lost the passion to camwhore. Why why why why why?
So, tiada gambar lah nk muatkan muka2 aku yang tak muat untuk dimuatkan. ~~korang faham tak?~~

Tapi ada jugak aku capture gambar. Ni gambar barang2 yang Dyla beli untuk aku. Sila berasa jealous segera!

Paling kutunggu. Jellybeans.

OMG by the time aku post entry ni, da tinggal separuh da.

Yang lain aku telan semua.

LOL

Nampak tak?

Annual book POTC.

Hardcover ok?

Sila terpegun.

Ni pun kira souvenir beliau hadiahkan kepada aku.

Thanks a bunch Dyla.

Disebabkan kau comel + baikhati + aku nak bodek kau supaya next year kau belikan macam-macam untuk aku lagi,

aku bagi chance ko feymes dalam blog aku.

Nahh, kau in kimono.

Inilah port nasi lemak yang aku crave selama hari ni.

Nasi Lemak Sg Merab Bangi.

Berjaya pujuk iffa bawak pergi sana beli nasi lemak.

Ye, itu Iffa and Dyla.

Ok.

Sekilas pandang MNG pada 17 June 2009.

Almost all items -50%.

Percaya tak?

Thats why semua orang naik hantu.

Beratur fitting room pon macam beratur masa pilihanraya umum hari tu.

sedih gila.

P/S : Seronok gila cuti sekolah dah habis. Adik-adik aku pon semua dah balik asrama. Lepas ni aman sikit rumah ni. Tak payah aku berebut laptop sendri ngan adik2, berebut remote TV, berebut channel AXN tp AB bukak ESPN pfffffffffft. Takde mak nenek nak bising kat telinga bila tak kemas katil bila bangun tidur,And boleh online sampai laptop explode.

No more Joe ; and its final!!!

2009-06-09T02:34:00.006+08:00

I may a bit far left behind, but yeah, I just watched this video.
Man, I should really think twice before hitting over Joe afterwards.
For those yang suka berebut Joe dengan aku before this, Nahhh ambil lah...
He' all yours!

Near-death experience

2009-06-07T01:25:00.003+08:00

Dikala aku membelog ini, tidak dapat dibayangkan betapa banyaknya kesyukuran yang harus dipanjatkan kepada Tuhan.

Bersyukur kerana masih hidup dan selamat untuk menceritakan pengalaman hampir mati aku tadi.

Hari ini,aku pulang ke kampung. Ada kenduri tahlil since my cousin passed away a month ago kan? So,kenduri itu lepas Isyak, habis makan and kemas2 semua, dalam pukul 11 malam.

Aku seorang yang mengada-ngada. Aku cakap kat mak nak balik malam ni jugak. Mak kata dah malam sangat, aku cakap nak jugak. Sebab badan melekit dan mengadangada tahap bangang sebab tak suka mandi dekat bathroom rumah orang.

Mak and abah lepas kenduri terus balik ke kampung abah dekat Kg Gajah,Perak sebab esok abah dan sanak saudara disana akan berkonvoi ke KL pergi wedding di sana pulak. Mak pesan, kalau nak balik jugak, baik-baik sebab dah malam sangat. Jangan balik tengah2 malam.

So, berkempen dengan adik-adik ajak balik. Adikku yang bongsu sibuk nak ikut balik, biasalah budak lelaki. Macam-macam plan nak buat dengan kawan-kawan. So, aku pun bagi walaupun supposedly dia ikot cousin lagi sorang balik, sebab tak muat kereta. Nasib baik, kaklong kata dia tak ikut balik. Esok dia boleh tumpang cousin lain balik. So,muat lah kereta bawak AB ( si adik bongsu yang manja mengada).

So, on the way balik, tibatiba tayar pecah. Ktorang semua dah pucat lesi. Masing-masing handphone takde kredit. Bukak boot, nasib baik ada tayar spare. Aku tanya "siapa tau tukar tayar?". AB cakap " AB tau, abah pernah ajar AB"

Aku tau jugak lah sikit2, masa belajar driving dulu. Tapi dah lupa.

Mulalah operasi menukar tayar di tepi jalan yang gelap yang lampu jalan hanya ada satu lebih kurang setiap 20meter. Tiba-tiba lalu 2orang lelaki naik motor cam lahanat, boleh classified sebagai mat rempit. Dia lalu je, tak singgah. Lama lepas tu, dia lalu lagi sekali, then dia datang dekat. Adik-adik perempuan + cousin perempuan sorang dah cuak gila. Sorang pegang stereng lock, sorang pegang payung, aku pulak pegang sepana hidup. Masing-masing mulut terkumat-kamit baca apa saja yang masih ingat di kepala.

Mat-mat rempit ni tadi, datang dekat gila dengan kami. Agaknya dia nampak AB, si lelaki gagah sedang menukar tayar, then tiba-tiba diaorang blah. Macam tu je. Takut lah tu.Fuhh lega. Tak lama lepas tu, datang satu Pajero, dan pemandu dia lelaki (menambahkan lagi amount kecuakan kami).

Dia tanya kenapa, lepas tu dia tolong aku dan AB. ( Mestilah aku dan AB je yang gagah perkasa tukar tayar). Lepas siap semua, kami cakap thanks, cepat2 masuk kereta. Dah start engine, DEMMIT. Lampu terbakar pulak. Aku selamba gila, jalan jugak sambil bukak emergency light (Betul ka emergency light namanya? yang aku tahu yang lampu dua-dua signal kiri kanan tu.)

Sepanjang perjalanan penuh dengan jeritan sebab jalan kampung xde lampu jalan, so bawak kereta memang bahaya gila sebab takde lampu. AB kat tepi, memang banyak membantu si pemandu celaka yang bermata rabun. Sepanjang perjalanan pun, aku follow rapat2 dengan kereta depan, kira tumpang mercy lampu kereta hadapan lah ni.

Sampai satu part, tahap paling marabahaya. Di satu jalan, tiada lampu jalan, kiri kanan hutan, tiada kereta yang nk bagi mercy lampu dekat kami untuk kami follow rapat2. Dekat opposite direction, ade deret2 kereta dalam 4buah. Then suddenly, satu kereta ni, nak potong kereta di hadapannya. So, agaknya, dia tak nampak kami yang die opposite direction ni (yelah kami kan kereta nazak tiada lampu). Dalam kereta, kami da menjerit instead of mengucap. Then dah sangat2 dekat nk crash, baru dia perasan ada kereta, the dia masuk lane balik. Pheuww!!

Aku fikir, tak boleh jadi macam ni. Aku drive ahead dalam 3km, ada traffic light. Kat traffic light tu, aku tunggu jugak kereta sampai ada. Ada satu kereta lalu, cepat2 follow dia rapat2. Menumpang belas lampu keretanya, sampai lah sampai rumah. Terima kasih si kereta Citra kot.

Cheh sebenarnye,cerita ni panjang gila. Tapi gila xfeel cerita panjang. So banyak da aku cut short.

Serius lepas ni, aku nak bakar kereta tu.

Apapun yang telah terjadi, aku blame diri sendiri sebab degil sangat nak balik. Aku blame diri sendiri sebab kalau AB tak ada, tak tau apa nak buat. Kalau apa2 jadi kat adik2 aku, sumpah tak boleh maafkan diri sendiri sampai bila2.

Di kesempatan ini, aku menyatakan, hero bagi episode ini ialah adik aku Safwan Hazim atau nama manja dia AB. Tangan AB sampai luka-luka sebab kelam kabut tukar tayar. Aku janji dengan AB nanti nak belanja dia. Haih habislah duit aku. So, inilah hero aku, hero kami.

Disebabkan dia hero, aku bagi chance dia tunjuk skill breakdance. Hahahaha

P/S : Aku tak jumpa gambar latest, so ini semua gambar dia di zaman Jahiliah. Dia dah besar sekarang ,gagah perkasa dan tinggi melonjong.Selalu bangga sbab dia lagi tinggi dari kakak2 dia. Thats why mat2 rempit tadi takut dengan die.

Bravo AB!

Irony

2009-06-05T13:16:00.003+08:00

Perasaan yang dialami sekarang, ialah rasa nak ambil pistol, tembak kepala sendiri.
Tapi masalahnya sekarang, aku tiada pistol and tak tahu where to find one.

Regarding my previous entry pasal petua menahan mengantuk - konon.
Sila ke neraka ( translated from go to hell ).

Tahan mengantuk konon.
Chet!
I missed the freakin webcast!
GODDEMIIT! BULLSHIT!

Turns out, I was wrong, the webcast was at 5PM which means around 7am dekat Malaysia. I managed to stay up untill 5am. Lepas tu berjaya amalkan satu petua, pergi mandi!

Lepas mandi, sembahyang Isyak ( Gila hujung waktu kan?hahahha). Tengok countdown, ada lebih kurang 2jam 15minutes lg. Apa nak buat ni?

Lepas tu, buat keputusan bodoh.

Vye bermonologue dalaman :

- " tidur kejap lah. Sejam je. Nanti bangun baru around 630, sembahyang Subuh pastu boleh get ready jumpa abang Joe. Okay kena set alarm ni. (lalu melakukan perbuatan meng-set alarm). Ok, tidur!"

Lepas tu tersedar dah pukul 10 lebih. Itu pun sebab hp berbunyi sebab dapat SMS. Terus menjerit sekuat hati. Uwaaaa sedihnya. Macam mana boleh terlajak tidur ni?

Ni semua salah hp sebab alarm tak cukup kuat. Tak pun salah mak, sebab pagi ni mak tak masuk bilik kejut bangun Subuh - like she does every single morning. Mak macam tau2 je ade webcast tu, so mak purposedly tak nak kejutkan. Mak, pergi jumpa Joe Jonas sekarang, beg dia suruh datang rumah. Sogok dia dengan Rendang Daging Masak Hitam mak yang super sedap tu.

Sedihnya. Baru plan nak tanya Joe, "Joe, do you like jellybeans?'. Lepas tu confirm Joe cakap " Of course I do. In fact, I love jellybeans. We can be partner because we have a lot in common".

OMG I adore you Joe. Eh tapi saya still tak two timing Quinto.

Lepas bangun tidur, bukak TV. Tengok MTV, tiba-tiba rasa semua orang muka macam Joe pulak. Ralat gila rasanya. David Artichokefrutella pun bole transform muka jadi Joe. Kris Allen pun, eh tak. Kris Allen macam Kris Allen lah. Joe pun tak boleh lawan.

Lepas ni mogok tak nak suka JonasBrothers dah!

Bagaimana menahan ngantuk

2009-06-05T02:47:00.004+08:00

Bagaimanakah caranya mahu menahan ngantuk?
Here some tips that Ive been doing for the past almost 21 years...

Telan caffein banyak2. Tapi since sekarang body aku da immune dengan caffein, telan 2packet Nescafe dengan 2titik air pun xjadi ape2.So I think I'll just pass. Next!
Mungkin kalau Nescafe dah tak kickass, maybe kena try brand lain macam OldTown WhiteCoffee / LongJack OrangKampung atau Kopi Janda.
Kalau mengantuk jugak, kena skipping sampai hilang ngantuk.
Kalau skipping sampai tendon nak putus tapi mengantuk jugak, hermmm rasanya kena pergi mandi tu.
Lepas mandi, bukak buku. Jangan bukak buku Anatomi, sebab confirm akan hanyut nanti. Bukak buku hardcore sikit, macam Pharmacology atau jawab soalan Math sampai berpeluh.
Lepas tu cari orang untuk bersembang, sambil sembang tu, main lah game apa2. Baru boleh hilang ngantuk. Main Bingo ke,congkak ke.
Kalau gila jugak boleh mengantuk, rasanya kena watch movies kot. Jangan tengok cerita Korea. Cheh bosan betul. Tengok la cerita yang sedap sikit dipandang mata dan confirm xterlena. Tengok action movies macam Transformers ka, Star Trek pon boleh jugak walaupun xbanyak action, tapi ada ~~pointed ear bastard~~ Spoke aka Quinto. Tengok cerita hantu oi, smart juga idea tu.
Tengok kartun pun smart jugak. Haa tengok Madagascar. Pastu menari sekali. 'I like to move it, move it'
Macam aku yang tak suka movies, apalagi marathon Grey's Anatomy 5 seasons la.
Lepas tu, ambil penyapu, sapu satu rumah.
Kemas bilik, almari,meja semua lah.
Lepas tu,kalau ngantuk jugak ahahahha...Rasanya dah siang kot selepas semua perkara di atas telah dilakukan
Ada lagi satu,kalau mengantuk juga, apa lagi,membelog lahh.

Kenapa aku merepek pasal semua perkara di atas?

Aku nak attend JonasBrothers Facebook Webcast around pukul 430am waktu Malaysia.
Problemnya,aku macam da mengantuk je sekarang.
Bertahanlah, mesti boleh.

P/S: Patutnya aku include, ambil wudhu', buat lah semayang tahajud. Betul tak?

Thanks for being there for me.

2009-05-31T00:27:00.005+08:00

SERIOUSLY

I need a new external hard disk,with the capacity of 1 Tera Byte.

1 freakin TB.

*woot woot*

My 260GB wont bite anymore.

Im sorry sayang, kau banyak berjasa.

Tapi,you just not good enough.

Guys, please stop introducing and recommending good series to me.

Because, I totally gonna watch it.

I'll go download and watch right that freakin moment.

Then that will lead to this part

" ARGHHHHHHH 260GB tak muat lah, nak 1TB !!!! "

Why why oh why?

(OK ni kira trademark aku sekarang, suka betul cakap WHY)

WHY?

They all are just tempting.

I cannot tahan.

So, sayangku external hard disk 260GB,

kau banyak berjasa.

Memikul isi2 perut yang gedabak banyaknye.

Terima kasih kerana memikul mereka :-

Grey's Anatomy 5 seasons
Gossip Girl 2 seasons
Heroes 3 seasons
Ugly Betty 3 seasons
Greek 1season full, half 2nd season ( another half still downloading)
And juga bakal memikul WEEDS ( Hey Annes Weeds best kan? Aku nak try ni!)

Aku dah banyak torture kau.

Im really sorry you have to go through that way.

All I need to say is

"Bertahanlah. Sampai duit scholar keluar, and next PC Fair is this coming August"

I LOVE YOU!

~~Gila, aku freak!~~

RandomStuff : I curse you Syurga Cinta. Sebab kau TGV dah push aside Star Trek supaya aku tak boleh tengok sampai seribu kali.

Pergi jahanam Syurga Cinta, sesiapa yang sudah dan bakal menontonnya juga pergi jahanam.

Gila korang membazir duit, tunggu Raya lah oi!

DEMMIT!

Kawan-kawan ku jangan ada yang pergi tengok cerita bodoh ni.

BOO-HOO. Jangan kawan dengan aku!

So hot that I cant resist

2009-05-30T02:00:00.004+08:00

Look what I found at http://www.zacharyquinto.com,

Its just happen that maybe I just love the bad guy instead of the good one.

NYPD, arrest me and put me in jail with him. Alone. Just the two of us.

With Sendhil. The second hottest guy in the entire universe. Eh silap maybe third, fourth or thousandsth maybe?
Spock, Imma Vulcan too. Marry me please!

OMG, this is a torture for me.

Why why? Tell me why?

Why?

WHY?

ZQ fever that never ends!

2009-05-21T20:04:00.006+08:00

I went out eating this afternoon at OldTown.
As we were eating, myfriend took my handphone,
and start camwhoring. [ehem thats what she does. always!]
Then, she claimed that my handphone hates her because all of the pictures taken turned out to be awful.
Then, here come this stupid conversation

A : Apesal handphone kau ni? Dia benci aku ek?
Moi : Kenapa dengan handphone aku?
A: Aku rasa dia anti aku.
Moi: Memanglah. Lagipun, FYI, nama dia bukan 'handphone kau", dengan ini officiallynya aku namakan dia Quinto. So,lepas ni, kalau nak camwhore kena cakap, "eh nak pinjam kejap Quinto", faham?

Baiklah kawan-kawan.
Start naming your precious things.
I just named my handphone - Quinto
My lappy -Zach
My awesome cardigan - ZQ.
My becoming brand new Crocs sandal -Zachary.

Serius aku demam Zachary Quinto.

P/S: Kawan aku baru ajar satu term baru, namanya kerja tiupan. Sila translate.
Sumpah, aku ternganga and terkejut. Aku naive. Serius!

I am Callie Torres!

2009-05-16T15:59:00.005+08:00

As much as I want it to be Izzie Stevens, I gotta admit, this is absolutely so true man. Lemme re-write the statement. For those who are so lazy to double click at the picture or hit the Ctrl + buttons.

" You are very confused and upset about your love life. You feel like you never do the right things, and can't make great decisions. Sure you're great at your job and are somewhat smart, but you never believe the things people tell you like "you're pretty" or "you're a lifesaver". You take life as it comes, day by day, and you live in the moment.. "

So, who are you?

Meredith Grey

Christina Yang

Alex Karex

George O'Malley

Miranda Bailey maybe?

Sorry, I just cant get this off my head. I will never get over with Grey's Anatomy.

Shonda, no matter what you did to me, Im still here, watching your siries. No matter how cruel you killed Izzie and George, Im still watching your siries.

I was soo supportive but you broke my heart!

My current status

2009-05-15T01:41:00.005+08:00

I went to watch Wolverine for second time. OMG, it was sooo totally worth it.

Have you even watched it?

Go watch it please. Hugh Jackman is sooo freakin sexy!!

Auwww.

And Will.I.Am, okay awak sexy jugak.

Eagerly waiting to watch Star Trek.

Xsabar nak tengok Quinto, with that hideous shaved eyebrows.

Jangan risau, saya masih cinta kamu.

I laughed when I saw Chana's status at Ym

saying " nak tengok rambut tempurung Sylar dalam Star Trek"

LOL

Okay, your tempurung hair is quite funny, Quinto.

So, anyone?

STAR TREK JOM?

But, like I said once, "kalau tengok Quinto kene tengok sorang2.

Tak best tengok ramai2. Tak feel lah"

Dont worry. Im not freaky sebab tengok wayang sorang.

Just give us some space,please?

Speaking of Quinto, I found one video at Youtube about to him.

Entitled - ' I wanna have your babies'

Cuteeeeee~~~~~!!!!!

So, pardon me jika saya menggunakan tajuk ini untuk my YM status afterwards.

I went to eat stemboat at Johnny's.

Sila percaya I've never been to Johnny's for the past 21 years of my life.

And Ive never tried steamboat before.

And never even knew what the hell is steambot.

I meant,I've heard of it, but never would have thought how it tastes like.

Sob3.

Steamboat is awesome.!!

Pasti pergi lagi.!!

I just beat Ridhuan in Geo Challenge.

Take that Ridhu, I beat you.

Finally!

Susah betol nak beat high score kau.

Im starting to watch Greek.

Terima kasih dLa and Annes.

Cerita ini sungguh awesome.

Rusty sangat2 innocent,

and Cappie? HOMAIGOD, you are awesome!!

I dont give a single damn of whatever happening at Perak right now.

It's funny because I was the only one who cared everything that happened before.

I guess, Im just tired of this political issue.

Orang Perak tak pandai berpolitik.

Menang sorak, kampung tergadai.

Stop saying you care about rakyat,

in fact, you both just the same.

Gila kuasa!

Cant wait for Grey's Anatomy season finale.

OMG!

2-hour episode.

I bet, it must be really good.

I pray for that.

Shonda, make that happen,pleaseeee?

And quit babbling.

Harus pergi tidur sekarang.

Tomorrow gonna take my lil bro to hospital.

He's suspected for dengue.

So, kena bangun awal tomorrow.

So, yes gambar.

Nah, gambar!

I dunno why I upload this.I just thought it is quite cool.

Mind the guy.

Itu Bob Harper dalam The Biggest Loser.

I think he is hotttttttttttttt.

Yes, his ass is freaking sexy.

Quinto again. Sila perhati photo ini. Sekali imbas, macam Dr House pulak.

CISSS!!!

The awesome Year 2

2009-05-11T00:18:00.007+08:00

Exam sudah habis. Get that?

Meaning here, my life as a second year student is officially over.

Oh my. Year 2 sangat seronok.

Minus the backstabbing case at the beginning of the semester ( you know what I meant)

Macam biasalah, dah habis semester, aku suke buat entri baru pasal that particular sem.

Tapi kali ni malas sikit, dah 3hari sampai rumah, baru rasa nak buat.

Overwhelmed sangat pasal Grey's Anatomy ni.

Chet!

Ok since the picture is worth a thousand words,

so I put up tonnes of pictures here.

Fine, I admit it, Im a narcissist ol hag.

Just bear with me okay.

Kalau tengok gambar sampai nak muntah, sila muntah aje.

Year 2 memang seronok. Busy buat macam-macam aktiviti and attachment.

Letih, merungut,maki hamun semua pernah keluar.

Tapi yang penting, experience yang aku dapat.

Chewaah!

Community Rehab Program at Kg Sg Merab Bangi

Serius letih buat kerja ni. Setiap minggu kena ulang-alik Bangi.Eventhough, aku xpegang jawatan pun untuk program ni.

Syndrome Down Day at Kangar Perlis

Program ni memang letih. Kena pergi Kangar yang 8hours from KL. Tapi, sumpah seronok lah. Orang Kangar baik nak mampus, kerja sumbat mulut aku dengan makanan aje. Sedap2 pulak tuh.

Family angkat aku, lagi lah suke bawak pergi makan.

Tengok budak-budak ni, steady gila menari2 tengah panas. Cute gila. Okay, some of them bukan budak pon. Ada yang dah 30.Time singgah shopping di Padang Besar.

Malaysian -Singapore Integration Program

Program ni paling nikmat lah. Letih tapi seronok.

Orthopaedic Placement

Ni paling azab. Tapi sempat camwhoring. Takpe. This is what we do these days kan?

Coursenight dinner

Biasalah, dah habis exam,mesti ada coursenight dinner kan. Ok part ni gambar banyak sikit.Sebab aku xupload dekat FB, so aku upload here instead.

Bear ok?Ini Taib,dulu dia budak Bainun. Masa jumpa dia kat UKM, punya lah aku fikir apesal lah muka dia familiar gila. hehehe

Ohh Taib rupanya. Hot stuff dia ni sekarang. Biasalah, gaya cool, fakulti aku pulak memang xcukup lelaki.

Ini Jeffrey, senior 4th year. Perangai memang gila-gila. Dia ni orang Ipoh. Biasalah, orang Ipoh memang cool. Sayang xsempat kenal dia lama sikit.

Second year ni, aku dapat banyak hobi / penyakit baru.

Dome and Tony Roma's. Addicted sangat-sangat sekarang ni. Okay, Ipoh tiada Dome dan Tony Roma's. Sabar ye vye!

Ini penyakit paling nazak.

CHIPSTER!!

mind muka aku yang 1cent tuh.

The Loaf.
Penyakit baru dapat ni.

Ini penyakit paling berfaedah rasanya.

Baik-baik, cuti ni confirm masuk kelas menjahit.

Mak Mea sudah menunggu dengan ikhlasnya untuk mengajar aku yang naive ini.

*******

So, cuti dah bermula.

OMG, Im starting to miss everything.

These some of the views that I definitely gonna miss.

Haih. Next sem tak tahu dapat unit mana.

Eventhough, setahun ni, aku suffer dengan bunyi ambulans, tapi aku tetap akan rindu dengan view ini.

Snap before balik
*Dalam hati, sedang menangis hiba*

**GAMBAR LAMPIRAN**

5th round.
Tangan dan kaki memang dah tercabut.
Terima kasih kepada uncle kedai yang sudi bagi pinjam trolley ni.

P/S : Jangan tanya kenapa aku tak upload banyak gambar dekat FB. OK, since friendlist dekat FB aku penuh dengan lecturers, tutors and seniors, so aku rasa macam kena BEHAVE sikit. Gila hipokrit jugak lah aku ni.

The best episode ever

2009-05-09T11:14:00.009+08:00

For those who havent watched the 100th episode of Grey's Anatomy, do not read this. You'll end up like me. I've read dLa's blog first before i watch the episode. Chet!!

This is the best episode ever. The 100th episode of Grey's Anatomy. HOMAIGOD!!!. Please go and watch it. I bet if you watch it for 10th times pun, you'll still crying. The best 42minutes 11 seconds of my life!!!!!

The episode was sooo perfect. I cried like hell. I cried

When Izzie scratched her head and said " my hair started to fall out"
and Denny said : you still look good"
When the girl gives her speech
When Denny said "Im here for you Izzie"
When Alex cried when he knew that Izzie has another tumor
And my favourite scene, - the wedding.

So, I present to you, the wedding. Sila enjoy sampai muntah.

The curchie church

Alex reading his vow.

You should hear this, it was beautiful.

I am very close to cropping this part and make my ringtone.

Exaggerate! That 's me!

Perfect wedding

Beautiful couple
~

Edisi pandang-pandang jeling-jeling Christina and Owen Hunt

Shaddap, you both next!

Selamat Pengantin Baru

Semoga kekal ke anak cucu

Izzie's not gonna die, right Shonda?

The need of a new dictionary

2009-05-05T03:03:00.005+08:00

I did’t have medical dictionary because I was so terribly cheapskate of buying one. Okay, I purposedly don’t want to say because it is sooo expensive despite my habit of changing handbags and shoes yadda yadda yadda but complaining of single dictionary is far too expensive and not worth at all.

So, one day, I found a medical dictionary at home. I bet, it must be my sister’s. Mind that, it is Bahasa Inggeris- Bahasa Melayu dictionary. I took it anyway, instead of not having one at all.

Later, I found that, this particular thing, sometimes, doubled me with extra work. That is, translate back the meaning into English. Chet.

Here are some words and the meanings which I found funny and sometimes not helping me at all.

Syringomyelocele – (spelled in Malay, siringomielosele.)
– Penonjolan korda spina melalui suatu kecacatan spina bersama dengan suatu sak terisi bersama cecair terus-menerus dengan kanal pusat korda spina.

Vagus nerve ( saraf vagus) - Saraf kranial ke sepuluh, yang membekali serat-serat sarat motor ke otot- otot penelanan dan serat-serat parasimpatetik ke jantung dan organ-organ dalam rongga toraks dan abdomen. Cabang-cabang sensori membawa impuls dari visera dan deria rasa dari mulut.

Cystocele (sistosele) - Prolaps dasar pundi air kencing wanita. Ia biasanya berlaku akibat kelemahan lantai pelvis selepas bersalin dan menyebabkan pengembungan dinding anterior vagina apabila meneran.

Carpal tunnel syndrome – sindrom karpel terowong

Pneumocephalus – kehadiran udara dalam tengkorak, biasanya akibat fraktur yang melalui salah satu sinus udara.

Syndactyly – cantuman jari tangan/kaki secara kongenital. Ia bertambah dari segi kehebatannya, iaitu berkulit selaput yang nyata antara 2 atau lebih jari ke cantuman yang lengkap dan melibatkan semua jari.

Vericose vein (vena varikos) - Vena-vena yang mengembung.,memanjang dan berbelit-belit. Vena superficial pada kaki adalah vena yang paling biasa dihinggapi. Rawatan termasuk topangan elastic dan skleroterapi, tetapi menelanjangkan atau memotongkan vena varikos itu perlu dalam beberapa kes.

Anyone, help me translate them.

Sak terisi

Cecair terus-menerus

Meneran - contraction kan?

Fraktur - fracture kan?

Kehebatannya - severity kan?

Menelanjangkan

Ataupun,sesiapa yang baik hati, buy me a new dictionary! (Okay please jangan suggest pergi download software dictionary sebab aku still nak manual dictionary, just like the ol skool way)

Ataupun siapa nak exchange dictionary?

**Dictionary ku sayang, jangan kecil hati okay. Kau still banyak berjasa kepada aku selama ini. **

MoralOfTheStory: Jangan cheapskate. Straightaway beli the English version, okay?

Stupid blighter!

2009-04-30T11:10:00.010+08:00

Well, aku rasa semua orang sedar pasal benda ni,

kalau tak sedar, banyakkan bergosip dengan orang sekeliling

then korang akan sedar benda ni sangat overwhelming.

Im talking about bias of being degree-diploma holder ini.

ku tak tahu pasal korang, but to me, and manusia2 di sekeliling aku,

dah nak muntah dengar issue ini.

Pergi clinical placement, or start kerja nanti ke.

Satu je yang pasti.

Kes kena buli dengan diploma holder.

Being in health sector, golongan2 ini memang dominate lah.

Pergi saje setiap pelosok hospital tu, for sure akan bum into U29.

Korang tahu kan apa U29?

U29 tu code gaji for diploma holder.

Once they graduated, diorang akan dapat U29, pastu kalau murah rezeki,

naik , naik , naik sampai U40.

So, if korang degree holder, once graduated,

terus dapat U41.

SO, dah faham apa yang jadi?

Can you imagine distance antara U29 dengan U40?

Okay, Im not judging.

But, I was there okay.

Kene bambu kaw-kaw 2minggu dengan diorang masa dekat Hospital Klang.

Aku benci lah cakap pasal benda ini.Tapi, xlarat betul. Everytime pergi clinical placement memang kena face benda macam ini.Okay lah, maybe kami tak confident handling a patient.But biasalah, student what?Bukannya hari-hari dealing with patients.First timers memang lah gelabah gila babi.

Tapi, tak boleh blah. Kenapa nak compare2? Asyik-asyik "tak kan itu pun tak tau?Ini diploma 1st year pon tahu" Demmit you asshole! Memang lah kami tak tahu, kami degree students okay.Kami belajar theory more than practicals. Tanya kami Pathology, Physiology, Pharmacology, memang kaw2 lah kami jawab.

Korang lagi bodoh, kerja dah lama.Tapi Paraffin Bath untuk increase blood circulation?To reduce pain bodoh!Botulinum toxin pun tak tahu. Keh kehkehkeh.. Aku geram! Aku geram! (Ni kes geram kat HTAR baru lepas sekarang!)

I meant, what is your freakin problem?Okay,prejudice! That's the thing that seniors always told us.Prejudice prejudice prejudice.Waddafak with prejudice?

Okay I get it.You're feelin like a shit because getting a superior which is way younger than you.But, why so stuck up?If you really cannot accept us,then pergi lah sambung study.Get a degree scroll too, biatch!

And tolonglah, jangan compare UKM and UiTM.Aku benci lah kena compare.Please lah, denial gila nak compare dengan UKM.Atleast, UKM produced semua degree holders.Superiors korang jugak nanti.FREAKIN BOSS okay!

*sigh*

Kan best jadi budak medic. Semua atleast kena ada degree, so tak timbul issue ni. Aku rasa macam nak kumpul semua budak - budak diploma ni, brainwash sorang-sorang.

Ubah mentaliti okay?

Aku menyampah gila kat korang!

-One said : Dont argue with idiots. They drag you down their level, and beat you with experience.

Hah! Nasib baik kawan2 aku semua degree. Tiada kes terasa hati ngan aku nanti. Chet!

P/S : Entri ini mungkin akan didelete kerana menyentuh isu perkauman yang melampau. Tolong jangan saman saya, saya orang miskin.

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2009-04-28T19:22:00.007+08:00

Ini mode santai Buchanan.

Aku suka dia dressed up macam ni.

Simple & casual.

Watch dia tu, aku beli masa dia dapat straight A's UPSR.

Dia simpan sampai sekarang.

Ini masa CNY tahun lepas. Buchanan join Persatuan Tarian Singa Kampung Sengat.

Buchanan duduk depan sekali, yang pegang kepala singa tu.

Attaboy!

Aku bangga habis.

Ni pagi masa nak pergi lawan pancaragam sempena

Sambutan Hari Kebangsaan 2001

Ni tengah siap-siap nak pergi masquerade ball.

Smart gila dia.

Time ni,

aku pun tak tahu apa.

Buchanan nak pergi audition Raja Lawak apa?

Pakaian macam badut je aku tengok!

Aku hantar Buchanan masuk kelas ninja.

Maklumlah, sekarang kan banyak perverts.

Nak cegah Buchanan dari buang masa dengan mat-mat rempit.

Time ni masa Buchanan baru balik dari indie concert.

Concert apa hah? Hujan ke Meet Uncle Hussein?

Aku tak suka betul dia involve benda-benda macam ni.

Rupa dah macam budak-budak busuk.

Buchanan kena grounded 3minggu.

Wattrie, Cyfer, korang bad influence betul.

Lepas tu, Buchanan janji xdengar music macam tue lagi.

Dia start dengar lagu Faizal Tahir dan Tomok. LOL

Kadang2 Buchanan join aku karaoke lagu Taylor Swift.

Bila Buchanan lupa dunia,

macam ni lah rupa dia

Ini, probably Buchanan in the next 70 years.

Dah bermisai panjang, time ni aku dah tak hadap nak jaga dia dah.

Pandai-pandai lah kau cari makan.

P/S : I found myself having slightly less interest in Pet Society. Semua salah kau Facebook. Apesal kau tak bagi aku hack duit? Bila aku hack coins je, kau mesti block. Aku geram betul. I want to see Mr. Facebook, now!

Sekarang Buchanan dah jatuh miskin, aku pun macam mengabaikan tanggungjawab.

Journey to get back into real world again. Faster!

2009-04-27T23:14:00.005+08:00

OMG! I miss everything.

Facebook

Blogging

YM-ing

MSN-ing

YouTube-ing

Torrent-ing

Downloading

Exam exam. Please go quickly. Will you?

I know, I mentioned before to start onlining back after 2weeks.

Bullshit la.

Cannot tahan ni.

Everything seems sooo tempting.

So,pardon me for asking these questions.

Have you watched Grey's episode 20? Torres is a latina yo!. Demmit i should have known.
GG. What happen to GG? I just finish watched ep 21 yesterday.Sekarang da episode berapa?
Sylar. Sihatkah beliau?
Apa lagu hot sekarang? Eminem-We made you, awesome gila okay!
What's the hottest and latest movie?
Kawan2, korang sihatkah?
Apa gossip baru? Hahahaha
Sori aku tak betul sangat right now. Still in the mourning mood of my cousin.

RandomNote : Aku separa kecewa. Tak dapat jawab sangat paper Biostatistik tadi. Frust menonggeng ni. Serius. To - Apaw, Ili, Yati, Fana. Thanks sebab bertungkus lumus ajar aku yang dungu ni semalam, walaupun berejam2 sampai tengah malam. Tuhan je yang boleh balas jasa korang. Dapat A for paper ni, jangan lupakan aku yang terkontang kanting di sini.

Update for previous entry of dearie cousin

2009-04-24T13:15:00.007+08:00

Having a dying relative throughout the busy exam week is extremely challenging.

Sacrifise your study time isnt an option.

Ok now my cousin is gone!

She passed away this morning.

Dear Along,

You may at peace.

You suffered quite a long time.

Semoga ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang soleh.

To Allah we belong and to Him is our return

-will be leaving soon to Perak!

Merindui dunia cyber yang serba indah wtf

2009-04-22T14:55:00.006+08:00

~LOL... Cookie jar lah, bukan kukija ataupun kukejar...

Mau tergelak Gym Class Heroes kalau die tengok ni.

***moving on***

~Actually, just checking in to say

I'M STILL ALIVE!!!

Im taking a break from this whole FB-Blogspot thing.

Finals is a tough job,darling..

I shall come back with newer, better fresh start.

Plus, a friend of mine told me, my blog "tak cukup ilmiah"

X CUKUP ILMIAH??

wtf?

******moving on******

gambar gambar

blog ini memerlukan gambar

kerana sudah lama tiada gambar menarik untuk tontonan umum
~~

so,

NAH gambar!!!

SYLAR

Si Penggugat Iman

RandomStuff:

My dying cousin. Diagnosed for Meningitis and been bedridden for 2 years. Now she's having this problem with her bowel obstruction because of that goddamit illeum adhesion.

Ok,now she's dying which is why I spend my whole ridiculous day with her a day before my Neuro paper. Mom,dont blame me if I failed that subject. Its worth it.

Kawan2, do pray for her. ~

*** see you in 2weeks time ***

** Adios for now **

PotPetPotPet

2009-04-13T16:43:00.005+08:00

Memandangkan jumlah wang poket yang tidak mengizinkan belanjawan aku sehingga habis semester nanti, lalu aku decided untuk berpuasa setiap hari dan memasak juadah berbuka puasa setiap hari juga.

Speaking of puasa, ok, puasa aku tinggal 32 hari lagi. Supposed kena puasa 39 hari, tapi aku da puasa 7 hari, so tinggal 32 jela. HOI!!! Jangan berfikiran jahat. Puasa ganti, aku dah awal2 cover masa bulan Syawal. Puasa 6 gitu, so cover semua sekali (puasa ganti aku tahun ini 6 hari sahaja).

Kenapa aku berpuasa sehingga 39 hari? Okay terima kasih kerana bertanya. Aku seorang yang boros, tapi aku juga seorang yang xlupa dunia. So, bila aku berbelanja, aku akan total up semua money spent, bahagi dengan 10, maka itulah bilangan hari yang aku kene ganti. Contohnya aku beli beg bernilai *cough* RM200 *cough*, bahagi 10, tinggal 20 sahaja, so kena ganti 20 hari lah,

Kenapa 10? Sebab roughly aku spent duit untuk makan dalam RM10 lah sehari. Breakfast dlm RM2, lunch / dinner RM5, pastu kudapan2 mengadangada lagi seperti pisang goreng, aiskrim, sandwhich kegilaan, RM10 lah jadinya.

Bukan semua duit yang aku guna aku akan buat calculation seperti di atas dan menggantinya dengan puasa.Certain2 stuffs yang aku beli dengan harga, say above RM100 and tiba2 aku rasa rugi sebab barang yang lama boleh pakai lagi, tapi still aku sayang gila. Contohnya beg yang aku dapat masa clearance sale, baju2 yang sumpah cantik gila tapi xnak tunggu sampai sale sebab takut abis, kasut2 yang xde sale jugak.

Jangan anggap aku dah salah faham tentang konsep puasa. Ye2, puasa itu menahan lapar dan dahaga yadda yadda yadda dan bukan bertujuan untuk membeli beg mahal2. Baik! Saya faham! Tetapi, bukankah puasa itu untuk mencegah kita dari melakukan perkara-perkara mungkar dan mengajar kita erti kesusahan dan berserdehana? I am being susah2 dan berserderhana lah ni. Okay? Jangan jadi issue naik ~~BADAR~~ JAKIM okay?

Gila panjang intro aku. Actually aku cuma nak bagitau, aku dah broke, aku puasa hari ni, aku nak masak lauk berbuka puasa, so aku pergi ke ChowKit tadi untuk membeli barang2 dapur. Terserempak dengan Sue, Ika dan Linda. Diorang cakap 2minggu dekat Klang, aku da kurus.

YE! Memanglah aku bole kurus. Hari2 kene seksa jiwa raga.