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well, at least it has awesome view.
It supposed to be a fun run with girlfriends. Turned out, only I and Dyla did the run. The run was so awesome and the both of us decided to run another marathon on August.
3. Climbed up a hill

Visited Pelita almost every week. I don’t know what has gotten into me.
I went back to KL, got class for a week. Class started on Monday 3rdMay,so I got back few days earlier for Iron Man 2. Of course I didn’t wanna watch it at Ipoh. Those people are ridiculous, they talk and tell stupid jokes inside cinema and they laugh over something that is not funny. They act like a bunch of giraffes. Yeah whatever, I don’t care.
By the way, Iron Man 2 is awesome and Kick Ass is really kicking ass. And Jonathan Groff is gay. I know, it kills me!
Before the class started,I went out like everyday with my friends. But still, I just have nothing to do.
I finished watching 2seasons of Scrubs. And watched Ugly Betty +Grey’s Anatomy+ House. Then I listened to country songs, they make me feel like a rockstar. Watched a couple episodes of How I met Your Mother, then I get bored, watched Scrubs again. Never get tired of it. Then back-to-back playing Glee songs, sing my heart out, dance my crap out. Watched some movies Myra gave me – The BackUp Plan (Don’t watch it if you dont have the whole ideas of American Dream, having family and kids. No, don’t watch it. Its creepy.) Then, when I reached the point I just don’t know what to do, I lie down, watch the fan and ceiling.
For only 3days of wandering around I started to miss my back-home daily routine. Wake up and skype-d by Dyla “ weh kau tido lagi ke?? Bangun la. Aku dah ngantuk ni”. Chat, share some stupid Wikipedia info or we just video chatting, singing Glee songs together.
Then,hit the gym, get back home, watch Oprah, watch CSI’s . Sleep throughout the day, pick up mommy from work, waste some time, watch Oprah, and watch some Scrubs and sleep. I know, its boring. Who cares, I loved it anyway.
Yes, I have reached the point I reach out my Pathology book and study. What was I doing? Exam is over, and yet there I was studying the freaking Pathology. Boredom not only kills, it turns you psychotic!
And I thank God, I safely reached Ipoh tonight. Ohh I miss cyber world. Lots of catch up gotta do. And I can get back of my ol dull daily routine.
1. Finished 5weeks clinical posting. Thank god I’m still alive. It was fun anyway. I almost, almost feel sad when I left the department yesterday. I did mention ‘ALMOST’ right? I mean, all the stuffs are nice, the crappy hospital food, not so crappy afterall. Oh serius akan rindu kuey teow udang PPUKM lepas ni.
2. I met a wonderful guy. I thank God for this experience.
3. And miss this doggie.
Roly The Laughing Dog.
4. Done 4weeks of pediatrics placement. I love kids, I love babies. I feel like I wanna get married this instant, and tomorrow I’m gonna have my own baby. Stupid thing right? I know!
5. Had my VIVA today. Viva is one pain in the ass. It was not fun; it’s sad, pathetic, and torturing. I flunked it, no doubt. Stupid thing, I’d never graduate.
6. Almost cried when I was walking down the hall meeting my friends after my VIVA session. Tears almost come out, then I saw there were so many of my friends, so I pretended smiling.
7. For 1000th times I’m saying this, student life is a bitch!
8. Called mommy to tell her what happened with my VIVA.
9. Gonna have yellowcab pizza after all these tortures. A nice slice of pizza wouldn’t hurt right? Maybe two or three slices or maybe I consume the whole thing. Who cares?
10. I feel bad today. Trust me; I’d turn to green monster Frankenstein- Hulk in any minute.
11. I finished 1/3 of my punishment therapy. Are you proud of me, mother?
12. I miss my BFF. I wish they are all here, so that when I feel bad, I just can call of them and scream my heart out. International call is expensive.
13. My roommate left me for 5weeks clinical placement at Hospital Johor Bahru. She is coming back today or maybe tomorrow. I miss her. But sure, gotta clean up the whole room before she gets back.
14. It is a major coincidence that my roommate named AJ (Amelia Jacob) and my bestie’s father’s name is AJ (Ahmad Jaafar)
15. Did you know, my sister has PCOS? I think it runs in the family. I gotta check very very soon.
16. Did you know, my other sister just gave my mother RM1000 for her first pay? My mother was so touched that she even called me to tell me about it. Or maybe she just called me to lemme know that I should give more than RM1000 for my 1st pay.
17. Did you know I bought a guitar for only RM98?
18. I miss my classmates. I miss Chin Yuen and his silly jokes while screaming ‘ Biii Arrrr”.. I miss my gossip buddy, Zhi Han.
19. My PCOS sister has done surgery to shrink the cysts in her ovaries. So, she got 1 month of MC, maybe heading back Ipoh or Johor, so she left me her car. One month I tell you.
20. My cousin had burn injury. More than 30% burn. Children out there, please be careful. Jangan main api.
21. My grandmother had abcess in her left breast. The whole family made a huge thing about it. My andak couldn’t stop crying when my grandmother admitted to ward. My other cousin cried and kept saying “opah opah, jangan tinggal Naim”. What the hell? Opah’s not going to die,hello? Biposy confirmed no cancer cell, they were so happy and even threw kenduri kesyukuran, invited children from orphanage to come along. Bleehh, I told them it was only infection. (I do love my opah. Who says I don’t?)
22. Some of my aunties started to believe this is a bad luck. First, my maklong got admitted to ward because of hypoglycemic episode, then my grandmother, then my sister, and now my cousin. I remain calm, because that’s what I always do.
23. Watched Alice in Wonderland 3D. It was okay.
24. Watched Clash of Titans. It was awesome.I wish it was 3D, then it would be awesome awesome.
25. Woke up at 10 today. Rushed to McD for breakfast before the clock turns 11.
26. Witnessed an accident last few days. I was so traumatized I even dream about the accident where my mother tells me that they couldn’t save the guy. He died because of brain aneurysm. Stupid dream.
27. I just realized, I have thousands of songs in my folder and some of them I don’t really know. So, I clicked the ‘Play All’ icon, and I sang along. They are so many of them, took me almost 2 week to finish the whole playlist.
28. Glee season 2 is coming out. Too bad, I’ll have my finals coming up, so please please please jangan tweet or post FB status saying “ OMG Glee is super awesome!” or “I love Glee. Aghhhhh season 2 is incredible”. Shadap shadap
29. Tiger Woods is one nasty guy. Same goes to Jesse James. Poor Sandra Bullock.
30. I know I said this before. But, I think Justin Bieber needs to be some plain normal guy before he can sings about love songs and makes a music video of him checking out girls at some bowling valley. For god sake, you are 16 or maybe 17, I dont even know your age, I prefer you help your mother doing housechores.
31. And Gaga. You are one nasty,nasty bitch. I love all of your songs anyway.
32. House is so quiet. Everyone starts studying. I should start too.