The inside of me

Well, I finished my first week Psychiatric placement at PPUKM. I never loved clinical placement, because it is stressful,tiring and it never ends.

I've been assign under Community Psychiatric where I belong to a team of doctors,nurses, therapists doing home visit for psychiatric patients to assess his/her condition at home after discharge and doing follow-up at home. The rest of the day, I just spent my time at ward.

Clearly,this is my first experience. Of course, at first I was a bit unsure of what happening around and I've been told that psy patients are manipulative, and try to be firm and confident while communicating.

My first day went by quite awkwardly.Later that day, I found that, this is indeed a great experience for me that nowhere can be found outside. I started to build rapport with all the patients, put aside fear,nervousness awkwardness. So,5days went by, I definitely enjoyed my time here especially the moment you enter the ward, and you hear patient excitingly screaming your name, saying that your clothes is beautiful, greeting you.

Of course, when their psychotic episodes relapse, sometimes you'll find it very funny, when they claimed that they are the son of The Almighty, or Jackie Chan is coming, or something about finding justice for Chua Soi Lek, or even the moon-and-sun-always-on-top-of-my-house talking.

I prefer to stay at ward even when lunch break, talked and watched TV or anything else you want to do inside. I observed. Then, I pitied them. Every singe second, I kept hearing my inside voice saying " Kesiannya, muda lagi dah jadi macamni" or " Sayang,muka cantik tapi...."

I went soft. When patient asked me when is the visiting hours, and I said its 12pm ,and later 5minutes she'll asked you again when is the visiting hour, I felt like crying.
I felt like crying when patient asked me " Bila makcik boleh balik, makcik dah sihat, makcik rindu dekat anak-anak" or " Boleh tolong call suami akak, dia kata nak datang melawat akak hari ni"

I felt like crying when I saw patient lying on the bed and refuse to do anything, and when i asked, she said "Im not interested on doing anything. I just wanna stay here.My parents and friends wont come visit me"

I felt like crying, when I saw patient writing something on a piece of paper, and when you asked " akak,buat apa?".She replied " Akak nak tulis surat dekat suami akak". And you saw on top of the paper saying "Kehadapan suamiku...."

I felt like crying when one day I saw her husband came, and her facial expression suddenly changed,while the husband walked towards her and kiss her forehead.

I hope, I will do better next week. No more soft feelings, try to be firm and confident. Wish me luck.

Loving your parents

These 2days, we went to visit 3 nursing home around PJ. Nope, I dont like visit. Benci sebab letih and puasa jadi extra letih and on the way balik KL, mesti jam gila,lpas tu xsempat masak, then terpaksa pergi beli dekat bazaar Ramdhan, which means kena spend money and membazir duit. Damn.

Anyways, my point is to tell you about the nursing home experience. Nursing home is the last place I want to end up at. I hate seeing old people suffering and dying.


The first nursing home I went is Felicity Nursing Home. So , I talked to this old man. When I first introduced myself to him, he cried. I was in shocked. I asked, " Uncle,kenapa nangis?", then he replied "Saya seronok.".Then I added " kalau seronok,kenapa nangis?"."Saya seronok ada orang datang." Then sambung menangis balik.

Ok, damn I want to cry that instant. Then,I chatted with him and figured out that he was a mechanical engineer with few kids. His children are total dumbass left him alone at nursing home, which explains why he was crying when I first met him.

Another uncle pulak, when we asked him about his children, he replied sorta like this. "Satu anak dekat Hong Kong.Satu dekat Penang. 3 dekat KL. Semua tak guna. Otak sudah jam!"

I know, asking about children to these residents was a complete sensitive question. But hello, that is the MOST basic thing to ask. Mau tanya apa lagi? " Uncle, bini mana? Sudah mati ka? Sakit apa?".. LOL.Bodoh jugak aku ni.

The thing is,how could anyone, left their parents to nursing home. Hello, have you been to any nursing home? Gila tak best tempat ni. Most of the resident aren't receiving proper treatment for their each condition because there's no health care professional inside the house. The doctors came like once a week. Rehab team only come upon request. The staff are foreign maids and volunteers.It is very dull inside. not very hygienic. Soo not a good place to live in.

This auntie, she has a severe RheumatoidArthritis. Fuyyooh, her knee is beyond help.

This uncle is damn funny. He likes to walk all the time. He rest like 2minutes, then he walked all around the house. Its funny, you heard " excuse me, excuse me" very often when he wants to pass through you.

We want to protect the elders from H1N1.Not to protect ourseleves.

I dont wear mask. I am immuned from the virus already.

Hehehehhe bongkak gila.

We spent hours hearing her whole life story. From childhood to adulthood. Best gila dia membebel. Hahahahha

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I was saying, if our parents can take care of us, since we were born up until today, why cant we? I know I am not the type of expressing love to parents, but I think they knew that I love them. The question is, how do you know, that one day, when the time comes, you are not the one who sending your parents to nursing/old folks home? Or you are the one who taking care of your parents?We never know, until we reach that moment.

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Or maybe one day, you'll end up at nursing home because your children are a total dumbass. Please please please. Be thankful. Take care of your parents.

Belajar rajin-rajin, make your parents proud.

Trust me, its not bipolar, but this is severe depression.

Tiba-tiba gila nak update blog hari-hari pulak kan? hahhaha
Im onlining down here at KTSN 5. UKM kedekut tak nak pasang wifi kat PlazaRah, so dari tingkat 20,kalau nk online, kena duduk dekat balkoni untuk dapat belas kasihan wifi dekat campus.
So, solution untuk coverage wifi yang hebat, kena bawak turun laptop, menumpang dekat kolej sebelah ni. Hehehehe

Next week, I'll start my clinical posting at HUKM. This time kena pergi posting for Psychiatric,Medical and Neurology.Bapak bosan gila dekat HUKM okay? Tapi okay lah, sebab last year dah teruk kena torture dekat Hospital Klang kali ini kita relax sikit okay? So,siapa-siapa di HUKM ataupun berdekatan HUKM, jom lunch together. Hey,tapi bulan puasa macammana nak lunch??? Oklah lepas raya nanti kita lunch sekali ok?

Korang tahu tak, bahawa nama HUKM dah ditukar kepada PPUKM,Pusat Perubatan Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. Hah? semua dah tau ye. Takpe saja je nak bagitau lagi sekali.

Aku sudah jatuh cinta. Jatuh cinta dengan seorang lelaki. Ye lelaki, bukan jantan sebab aku jatuh cinta dengan manusia,bukan ayam atau ba*cough*bi*cough*. Dia jiran aku,satu floor dengan aku. Tapi baru haritu kawan aku bagitau, bahawasanya dia ialah orang Kelantan. Okay I save my next comment. hahahhaha

Semalam kakak aku datang hantar makanan.Dia datang dengan tunang dia. Diorang bagi cake Secret Recipe yang ptuih ptuih tak sedap.Siapa nak?datang rumah ok? Masa diorang nak balik, aku salam and cium tangan dia. Lepas tu aku hulur tangan dekat tunang dia pulak. Then aku cium tangan tunang dia. WHAT THE HELLLL????? Siapa sangka aku buat macamtu? I mean like, hello dia baru tunang, belum abang ipar kot. Tapi bila fikir-fikir balik, kira aku bagi consent form lah dia kahwin dengan kakak aku..

Aku sekarang dah hebat gila swimming. Semua style aku boleh buat. Cakap je, aku leh tunjuk. Aku siap ajar style berenang tempang dekat Farhana dengan Annes. Sumpah senang, paddle guna satu kaki je. Tapi jangan buat selalu, nanti muscles kat sebelah kaki tu jadi hyperthrophy, ,sebelah lagi athrophy.buruk lah kaki besar sebelah. Style ni hanya untuk orang tempang sahaja okay?. Berenang anjing pun aku hebat, serius! Tak percaya tanya Annes.

Dyla kata swimming pool kat PlazaRah air dia sejuk. Dia bole mati hypothermia. Hermm Dyla mmg suka exaggerate cerita. Tapi hari ini aku mandi, yelah. Memang sejuk jugak.
Dyla,macammana kau disana? Summer dah habis kan? Allergi kau mesti datang balik. Makan ubat yang aku bagi tu okay?Tulah dah janji nak suruh kakak aku bawak balik ubat satu tong bagi kau, tapi aku bagi satu papan aje,hahahaha.

Sekarang dekat bawah ni, aku tengah online dekat restroom. Pak guard ni,die pergi pasang radio kat sini. Pasang EraFm pulak.Aku rasa macam nak hempas je laptop ni. Lepas tu aku hempas pulak radio tu. Memang emo tiba-tiba kalau dengar radio yang macam celaka macamtu. Aku tunggu nak habis download video PCD je ni, kalau tak,memang dah berambus naik dah.

FYI, rice cooker aku baru rosak.Sedih sebab baru belik 3bulan je macamtu. Lepas ni,masak masakku akan bertambah lama.Sebab tinggal satu cooker aje, untuk masak nasi dan lauk pauk. So,kalau bukak puasa, kena start masak dr pukul 5. Makkkk, nanti dah start posting, dengar2 cerita orang, hari2 kena bukak puasa atas bas. Sebab pukul 7, stuck lagi dalam traffic jam dari Cheras nak balik KL tu. Sedih gila. Dah la dah lama tak balik bukak puasa dengan mak, kena bukak puasa atas bas pulak.

Dyla, aku rindu ko! Kau bukak puasa makan apa?Makan kuaci lagi ke?

Aku ni dah macam orang gila, membebel sorang2. Sudah lah.bawah ni sejuk gila, nak naik tidur lah. Selamat kepada semua.

Merdeka diri,merdeka minda.

Lama gila rasanya tak membelog. Bukan tiada idea atau mood, tapi takde masa. Year 3 is a bitch. Okay,lepas cuti H1N1 hari tu, kami semua telah dibunuh dengan kelas-kelas ganti dan tak lupa juga, simulasi.
Dengan ini, saya mahu mengishytiharkan dah 2bulan saya tidak pulang ke kampung halaman. Bukan tak rindu, rinduuuuuuuuu gila. Tapi sob3. Nak buat macam mana? (percaya laa aku mmg tengah menangis sekarang ni)

So, ok. Malam ni,lebih tepat pada pagi ni, 2am my bestrestest friend Dyla,akan berangkat ke Dublin. So,tamatlah zaman suka-ria saya dan boleh proceed dengan zaman serius dan belajar bersungguh-sungguh.

Bukan maknanya, bila dyla ada saya tak boleh belajar bersungguh-sungguh,dah hanya bersuka-ria. Tapi kami cuma boleh jumpa setahun sekali, so why waste a good time,kan?
So,tak nak cakap pasal Dyla, nanti takut menangis teresak-esak. Cheewahh...

Hari ini hari Kebangsaan.Sudah 52 tahun kita merdeka. Merdeka kah anda semua dari segala bentuk penjajahan? Ingatlah, penjajahan minda merupakan penjajahan yang paling dasyat. Merdekakan minda anda dari segala anasir jahat yang cuba memecah belahkan keharmonian negara kita.Tunjukkan semangat muhibbah antara kita semua. Ingatlah, Satu Malaysia, Rakyat Didahulukan, Pencapaian Diutamanakan.

Jangan cepat melatah. Selalu menuding jari menyalahkan negara.Fikirkan apa sumbangan kita terhadap negara. Mampukah anda belajar bersungguh-sungguh. Setimpal dengan semua kemudahan yang telah disediakan. Mampukah anda suatu hari nanti, bekerja bersungguh-sungguh. Bukan bekerja kerana wang, tetapi kerana jasa yang mahu ditumpahkan kepada negara,pengorbananan yang dilakukan untuk negara tercinta.

Saya akhiri entry kali ini dengan, salam kemerdekaan. Merdeka merdeka merdeka!

P/S : Serius aku tengah semangat kemerdekaan ni. Ini yang aku dapat 3bulan di PLKN. And Im very proud of it.

Hari ini Greek season 3 keluar. Cepatlah balik rumah, nak mendownload sepuas-puasnya. Wifi sucks gila!

Help me giving names

So, Ive been trying this coolstuff MorphThing. Yeah it is a website that combine pictures into one. So, those yang kuat berangan what is your face combination with Barack Obama can go try this coolstuff. I came across this sorta thing loong time ago, now dah jumpa balik. Kudos to Leeya!

So, yeah! First thing, you must upload the-most-gorgeous picture of yours, pick any celeb, then morph that thing. As simple as that. Care to look some of mine?
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Bila nak pick celeb, mestilah nak pick yang-paling-awesome and yang-paling-gorgeous kan? So, I picked Megan Fox, my sister from another mother.

Megan Fox + Vye

LOL obvious gila pic ni 70% Megan. Okay ada my cheek sikit.

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Next, JLO.

Okay ini ada my nose sikit.

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Next up is Katherine Heigl,

Awesome awesome. Walaupun still macam 70% muka Katherine.

As I was exploring the celebs pics, hey I found Deepika Paddukone lah.

Im not sure of this pic is 100% Deepika or my face looks just like her. LOL.

*PUKE*

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dan banyak lagi. Malas nak upload here sebab nanti korang mesti menyampah.

Anyway, you can also make babies you know.Nak tengok tak my babies?

This is me and Joe Jonas.

Awwww....Cute habis. Help me to give his name. I tak nak cliche macam Syafiq ke, Zul ke, I nak yang paling awesome. And kat belakang,ada Jonas ok?

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Ini pulak, James Marsden. Kau jadi Cyclops, memang awesome habis. ( Mentang-mentang baru khatam X-MEN trilogy)

Okay nama dia Cyclops Jr.

Jesse McCartney + Vye

Xboleh blah aku ni. Nak anak semua rupa Caucasian. Tapi dia ni, serius cute. Sometimes, rasa macam benda alah ni tipu je. Ntah2 anak Auntie Mary belakang rumah je.

Okay now,lets move on to my baby with Josh Duhamel.

His name is William Lennox. I named him after Captain William Lennox dalam Transformers. So that satu hari nanti, bila Will dah besar, dia join force dengan autobots to protect the earth from Megatron.
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This time, me + Hugh Jackman.

Among all of my sons, I paling sayang dia ni lah. Sebab dalam banyak-banyak hubby, I paling sayang hubby yang ni lah.

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Christian Bale + Me

Guys, meet my son, John Connor Jr. Hope satu hari, dia jadi leader of humans untuk lawan dengan robot. Sama macam ayah dia.

Rupa dia sebijik macam ayah dia kan? Tapi apsal macam anak cina?

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Eric Bana + Me

Aku rasa dia ni perempuan lah. Baru plan nak namakan dia Hector. Damn, macammana dia nak lead Trojan War against Achilles ni?

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So, enough showing off my babies with awesome celebs.

Sekarang, nak tunjuk some of pics yang I found THE best combination ever.

Pics that I found from the website database.

Salma Hayek + Penelope Cruz

OMG

Fuuyooh. Cun gila kan? This is beyond Jessica Alba +Maya Karin +Megan Fox + Aishwarya Rai + JLO + Rani Mukherjee

Now is David Beckham +Tom Cruise

Okay kalau orang macam ni wujud, die lelaki paling hott okay.

You guys pegi cekidaud ok? Sebab I tag everyone yang baca entry ni.

Sweet escape

Okay,so my campus, UKM KL, is closed because of godforsaken H1N1 virus, every students needs to be quarantined. Weird right? All the other institution who also needs to be closed, they ask their students to go home, tapi UKM terbalik pulak.

I think that is just the best way to prevent from the virus to spread. Logic what? Kalau ask students to go home, nanti spread kat family pulak. Tak pun, dari sihat,terus sakit sebab dapat infection dekat Puduraya masa beli tiket bas.HAHAHAHA

Since, I am living outside the campus, so there's no way for admin to quarantine me. I called Abah to tell him bout the closing, Abah said, no need to go home. Because nobody is around, My adik-adik all at hostel, my sister is now doing a favour for UPSI as RA, no bukan Rheumatoid Athritis, tapi Research Assisstant, and Abah was coming to KL anyway,-outstation.

So, I took this opportunity to declare, it is indeed a Honeymoon Hols. JPA baru dapat,what? So, when they announced that campus will be closed for one week, so apalagi? The Girls Day Out lah..

*Nada, shuuhh shuuh jangan mengada2 nak kecik hati xajak kau.Kami dah call banyak kali,xbole reached*

Chillis. Finally. Its been a year!

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Tabiat yang suka ambil apa sahaja di atas meja untuk dijadikan prop.

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Camwhoring

Notice that my bag and Shiela's sama. Yes, we both end up beli beg yang sama. And ada one day, kami keluar together, dua-dua pakai beg yang sama.

Tak, saya tak kesah. BFF what?

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Camwhoring lagi

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Ini purposedly suruh couple mat salleh tolong snapkan.Since tak pernah ada gambar dekat fountain depan Pavilion ni walaupun da berzaman dia dekat situ.

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* Tips nak mintak tolong orang snapkan gambar : Cari couple. Sebab lepas kita mintak tolong dia snapkan gambar, diorang akan mintak tolong balik kita tangkap gambar diorang berdua.Trust me.Ive been doing that always*

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So, Tuesday evening, I went to Kajang for sleepover at Dyla's. The sleepover was CRAAAZEEY. Tidur pukul 3-4 pagi, and bangun pukul 8 pagi. Ini semua salah Farm Frenzy, game baru yang Dyla suruh download. Kami berdua dah addicted.

Dua-dua tengah main Farm Frenzy ni.Serius addicted!

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We also went for squash game at Bangi.

CAMWHORING!

Edisi terlentang!

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So, later on Friday, we all went to PC Fair dekat KLCC. Ramai yang join kot. Take note, Ifa brought her new ehem ehem.

Us at Dome
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*Order satu meal sebab terpengaruh dengan Ridhwan yang beria kata sedap. Turned out, allergic naik satu badan sampai muka. Ridhwan, kau hutang satu Subway*

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I shopped until I almost dropped at PC Fair. Seriously. I bought 2 MP3's for my sisters and thumb drive for my brother.

*Siblings :demand!* Habis duit aku.

Murah serius murah.
No, bukan Ipod.
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* Jom ramai-ramai bunuh mood cuti ni cepat-cepat. Start focus balik ye kawan-kawan. Assignment sudah siap ke semua? Aku sudah! Hebat x? Cepat gimme standing ovation*

My life so far

Masuk hari ni, dah 2minggu aku jadi 3rd year student. First day class aku skipped, sebab termakan hasutan syaitan2 di sekeliling suruh join diorang pergi Genting.

Bila masuk kelas balik on Tuesday, dapat timetable. OMG!! Kelas full throughout the semester. Kalau ada gap pn, sejam dua between classes.Seminggu sekali ada kelas dekat PPUKM. Sabtu ada kelas jugak sampai tengah hari. And classess are up untill August sahaja because lepas tu, we all kena posting for 6 weeks. This time, Psychiatric, Neuro, Geriatric and Medical posting.

Man, I dont heart this semester. I dont!

So, classes berjalan seperti biasa. Suddenly semalam, class rep kata class today postponed and only group 2 will be having class at PPUKM. (Im in Group 1). Which mean, hari ini class tiada. Gila ka? Miracle gila takde class. Seronok berangan2 semalam apa nak buat hari ini.

Tiba-tiba, malam semalam, rasa tak tahu nak buat apa. Plan untuk keluar hari ini dengan Nada,Myra etc dah dicancelkan. Sampai malam semalam,bingung betul tak tahu nak buat apa. Lepas bukak puasa, tengok X-Men balik, then bingung balik nak buat apa. Lalu, aku xsangka, aku capai buku Pathology and study Myocardial Infarction.

Pagi ini aku bangun tidur, bingung lagi. Main Burger Shop kejap, lepas tu aku mandi. Lepas mandi siap-siap and makan, lepas tu aku headed library. Can you believe it? Aku ni dah buang tebiat ke? Sampai library sambung balik study Myocardial Infarction. Apesal lah aku suka sangat topic ni. Serius memang suka!

Tadi, sebelum sampai library, baru aku perasan, banyak sangat unfamiliar faces. Tengok matrix card, semua pakai card sementara lagi. "Ohh 1st year rupanya" . Aku gelak dalam hati. Aku perhati sorang- sorang. Semua pergi class pakai cantik2. Baju berlapis2. Baju cantik belaka.Kasut fancy2. Rambut disisir rapi. Cheewah.

Dlm hati aku cakap "Hmmph amateurs". Biasalah,masa mula-mula masuk universiti, semua melaram nak pergi kelas. Tengok sem depan, sorang-sorang tunjuk tanduk. Last-last jadi macam kami. Kaki selekeh pergi kelas. Pakai jeans, pakai t-shirt. T-shirt pun semua t-shirt universiti. Pesta Konvo lahh, Pesta Angpau lahh, 4KL lahh, Evolusi Intelek lahh. Pakai baju kurung dengan tudung pun, dah tak kuasa nak berlilit-lilit tengkuk. Make-up pergi kelas, jauh sekali. Patutlah kulit muka aku kusam. *sigh*

Aku sampai library, luar dalam library penuh dengan budak 1st year. Wah semangatnya. Biasalah, masa nak masuk universiti, mesti pasang azam nak belajar bersungguh-sungguh, nak dapat 4flat setiap sem. Tapi lepas dapat duit scholar/PTPTN semua azam terbang ke langit. Tapi aku harap budak-budak ni tak hangat-hangat taik ayam, macam aku ni..

Aku tersentuh hiba. Ohh!

Kesian aku. Duit JPA xmasuk lagi, aku tengok orang lain semua dah pergi shopping. JPA busuk hati dengki ngan aku, thats why dia lambat masuk duit aku. Agaknya, bila duit dah masuk, mega sale pun dah habis, Apa nak buat? Dugaan. Hari-hari aku puasa, puasa sunat Rejab and puasa jimat. Bukak puasa masak nasi dengan sardin. Sedihnya!

Sudahlah sentimental. Haish gelilah. Bye!

What I've been doing for the past 2 months

Holiday is such an awesome word. *sigh* I wish I was born with it as my last name. Syafiqah Nadia Holiday. Awesome gile kan?

Bagaimana cuti anda semua? Apa?Tak awesome?Hahaha padan muka.Tunggu next year okay, untuk dapatkan cuti yang awesome.

Anyways, cuti kali ni memang awesome. Kenapa awesome? Here's what I've been doing for the past 2 months.

• Cut-off my damaged hair. Adios rambut rosak, hello rambut sihat!
  
  

Rambut rosak

Damaged hair

Rambut rosak

Damaged hair

Rambut sihat

Rambut sihat

• Networking / Sorority-ing / Sisterhood bonding
  

Kalau cuti memang bosan kalau asyik buat perkara tak berfaedah kan? So, cuti ini saya telah membuat keputusan untuk mengaktifkan diri ini setelah lama berhibernasi walaupun status ku 'AKTIF'. (Ceh buat keputusan konon, bukan kena paksa dengan kak ketua?)

Seronok lah. Terus tak salahkan kak ketua. Okay lets move on.

Di majlis ' Sepetang Bersama Si Merah Jambu'. Cheezy gila bunyi dia weh. Tapi best, sebab perut kenyang!

• Went to Sabah
  

Our 5 days trip was awesome.

Sabah banyak gila titi gantung wa cakap sama lu.Odah, kau sure tak lepas. Sebab kau gayat!

• Countless times of Oldtown-ing

• Part-time menyibuk @ Peadiatric clinic

Mak forced me to join anything that she thinks is beneficial to me

Mak : Cik, esok ada CP assessment. Kamu join tau, nanti mak inform Dr Shila

Mak : Cik, next week ada wheelchair assessment. Join tau!

Mak : Cik, next week ada orthotic assessment. Nak join tak?

• Trying out the best food in town
  
  

• Belajar menjahit
  

Perkara paling berfaedah yang telah berjaya di lakukan.

Berjaya menyiapkan dua baju di atas. Hebat tak? Faster clap hand.

Right : My first baby. Kain yang dibeli di Kamdar dengan hanya rm2.50 semeter. (Kain longgok2 kat luar Kamdar tu) Mak pesan, "beli kain murah-murah, sebab kain eksperimen tak perlu mahal-mahal. Nanti kalau salah jahit, rugi"
Setelah berjaya dihasilkan, resultnya FLAWLESS!!!! chewah tipulah. Kain dia singkat sikit sebelah.

Left : Baju taik cicak ni, dibeli di Nagoya Textile dengan hanya RM5 semeter. Membuat keputusan membeli baju taik cicak since tak pernah ada baju taik cicak. Baju ni berjaya disiapkan dalam tempoh yang sangat singkat. 1 and a half day. * Clap hand, clap hand*

Juga mendapat request membuat the-awesome-custom-made pencil case dari Nada dan Annes. Tak boleh upload gambar here, sebab tomorrow nak bagi dekat Annes. Nanti kalau dia tengok here, xsuprise dah la.

Berbillion billion top yang tak berjaya di siapkan sebab terlalu asyik dengan ke-enakkan Chicken Hor Fun, Oldtown dan cikgu menjahit yang busy menonton drama Matahari. Next cuti, ya makcik?

KUDOS untuk anda.!

• Went to KL. Membazir duit, but had a wonderful time. Awesome awesome awesome!

• Sending my mother away to Kulim.

Mak is attending sorta kursus kenaikan gred for 6freakin months. MAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK LAMA GILA!!!

Sedih gila masa nak hantar dat day, tapi macam ego sikit nak tunjuk depan mak. Lepas mak dah register, boleh masuk penginapan.

Ini ke tempat korang bagi mak aku duduk??? What The F ???Pffffttt...Mak,kuatkan semangat duduk di sini, biasalah, pengalaman di Kulim sentiasanya celaka.

Itu mak dan kaklong tengah tolong mak unpack barang.

Ini masa kami sibuk nak join briefing untuk para peserta. Family boleh join, tapi ramai dah balik. But, abah insisted to join the briefing. Kasi chance lah abah nak bonding dengan mak kan?

Masa briefing tu, orang tu cakap sorta " Kursus ini mengambil masa selama 6 bulan iaitu bahagian teori selama 9 minggu di sini, dan selebihnya ialah menjalani praktikal di hospital masing-masing"

Apa? Mak duduk sini 2bulan aje? YEAYY!!!!!!!!

Nanti raya mak ada lah ye?. Baru nak sentimental takut raya kali ini tak boleh makan rendang mak. Sobsobsob bertukar menjadi hurrayhurrayhurray.

Sebelum sampai ke sini, kami kena lalu depan Kolej ku eh bekas kolej. Kolej MARA Kulim. Aku sombong, tak mahu berpaling. Tapi mak cakap " Cik tengok lah kolej kamu tu"

Disebabkan lepas ni lama tak jumpa mak, so ikutlah cakap mak.

Kalau tak, KMK JANGAN HARAP AKU NAK PANDANG KAU!! Pfftttt.

• Spending precious time with awesome friends.
  

Eh kenapa semua pics dekat OldTown? Adakah saya hanya berkawan dengan orang yang lepak di Kopitiam sahaja? Ish taklah.

KEBETULAN SEMUA ORANG SAYANG OLDTOWN

* hugs hugs*

• Countless times of shopping/ spending money/ stalking.

Tak perlu details. Sebab ini semua what I do best. Minus the stalking part, that's what I do less best. LOL

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In 3days time, Im gonna be a third year student. Will it be great? I hope so! As you grow older, means bigger responsibility, tougher syllabus.Everyone have hope.

Selmat kembali belajar,kawan2. Mari kita score dean list ramai2.

*And jangan sape2 tanya result aku. Pfttt*